Rules We Live By - [GxG]

Chapter One

Rules. We all have to live by them. Some more than others. Me? I was one of those.
Possessive.
Controlling.
Protective.
She, was all of these.

At first our relationship started off great, it was fun. But that quickly seized. I was given rules. Rules that if broken, punishment followed. She didn't abuse. She was caring. Maybe a little too much. I had to do as I was told. Living in conditions nobody should have to.

Isolation.

That word. It's so familiar, yet so distant. No contact with the outside. My only friend, a foe. I wanted out of here. But I couldn't. She was here. 

I sat, obediently, on the sofa. Waiting patiently. Jessica was upstairs. Once she came down I could ask for food. Permission is vital. Yet another word I've become so familiar with. She came downs the stairs with a swing in her hips. "Mistress, can I please have something to eat?" I always grey nervous when asking for things.
"Yes baby, go get something," She lay down on the sofa and stretched out, "Oh, and could you get me a beer please, baby girl?" I nodded slowly and went to get her alcohol. I handed it to her and went to get my food. She doesn't treat me too bad, it's just her rules. So why do I want to leave so bad? I love her and she loves me. We're happy...right?

Lost in thought, I felt someone turn me around. Jesica. "Something wrong, baby?" She asked, her thick accent lacing her words. I shook my head and sat down with my food. She gave a tug to my black leather leash that sat firmly attached to my pink, silk and leather collar that she gave me. It was to show I was hers. The tag read 'baby girl' on it. That was rules two. Always wear your collar. Never take it off without permission.

Once my meal was finished I cleaned up. I made my way back to my lover. "Baby, I'm going out in half an hour. You have permission to sleep and use the house phone. But only in case of and emergency, got it?" I gave a weak nod and smiled.
"Yes mistress, thank you mistress." She headed upstairs to go get dressed for the night.

Cheating. That thought has crossed my mind while I was alone. She's loyal. She has to be. She's so protective that it would be wrong if she wasn't. I don't need this anxiety right now.  Since I don't have a phone of my own, or any technology in general I usually read or studied in my spare time. Jessica cares about my school word and education. So the only time I'm allowed to leave the house is when it's time for school. Otherwise, I'm completely trapped.