Cursed || H.S.

Scared To be Lonely

"Are you okay" I asked stammering as I saw this weird man on the ground before me, laughing and thanking God just because I can see, hear and feel him! "Just a moment" he said as he closed his eyes and mumbled something to himself. It was still raining and i was soaked but this man was something different. He finally got up and flashed a smile at me which almost got me weak on my knees. "What is your name?" he asked running a hand through his messy hair. "Blair" I replied noticing how the rain drops disappear the moment it fell on him. "Hi Blair, I'm Harry, Harry Styles" he said as he brought forward his hand but when I didn't respond, he took it back. He understood I was curious about that unnatural thing happening to him. "Uh Blair, don't think about this" he said pointing to the sky and himself, "I'm different" he continued and a pained look appeared on his face. "How?" I asked raising my hands to touch him to confirm if he was an illusion but he was real, as real as you and me. "Well, it has stopped raining you should leave for home" he said, not answering my question. "I'll see you around" he said, as he walked away into the dark, leaving behind a thousand questions which are going to haunt me until our next meet.

Harry's P.O.V

It's been almost 300 years now, since my existence was taken away. Life has stopped ever since and as Rebecca had promised, it was a living hell. I still remember that day when I was screaming,crying and running on the roads but no one noticed me. I was lying on the road asking for help but everyone walked past me and through me, like I wasn't there! It was horrible, so many people around me yet nobody. I would stand in front of someone and beg for them to help but they would walk past me, like I was some peace of shit about which nobody gives a damn. I was terrified, scared and lonely in this vast universe where nobody knew I existed. My pain increased every moment as no one would see me as I yelled and screamed, prayed and cried in my own world of non existence. Like I was in another dimension or like these people were just hallucinations! I would try to kill myself to escape this from haunting me but I couldn't. Rebecca made sure, I'd live the horrors of being lonely, alone, no one to talk to, no one to care about me. It was so frightening that I'd have a mental breakdown frequently. I had no option but to live as a non existent. In the Last 300 years there has never been a moment that I haven't prayed to God that someone somewhere will see my existence and treat me like a human again. I travelled countries, oceans, seas hoping even the animals to notice me but I was always disappointed. I was so scared, I'd cry myself to sleep every night. I didn't know what the future had for me and if i was ever going to get back to normal. Can you imagine living forever, lonely? Everyone is Scared To be left alone, probably the worst nightmare of every living being on this earth and when that fear turns real, it fucks up everything. Its crazy how till today I have hope left in me. I would be in a crowd and be stranded!

As I was sitting alone like always for 300 years, I saw a girl staring at my direction. If I had an existence, I would have looked up at her, probably stare back at her or wave to her but who cares, she doesn't even know I'm here. Forget about humans, even the rains had abandoned me as I sat in the ran, all dry like the rain was non existent, not me. Suddenly I felt someone behind me but that doesn't matter, I'm fucking not here! I saw the shadow of a hand hovering above me, uh yes I don't exist, I'm not here, I don't have any fucking privacy. I turned back to look at the same girl standing behind me, staring in my direction, her face flushed and her eyes confused. I stared back at her, which is impolite but she doesn't know I'm doing that so who cares. Her lips curved into a smile as her wet hair fell on her beautiful face. Who is she smiling at? There's no one around but it felt like she was looking at m-me! I looked into her eyes to see my reflection there. "Doesn't the rain affect you?" she suddenly asked with an amused expression. Now who is she talking to? I turned back to see if there was someone behind me, no one. I turned back to find her staring at me bewildered. I pointed at myself? Is she, is she actually talking to me? I pointed at myself to confirm though I know it can't be me. "There's no one else around here, I'm obviously talking to you" she said pointing her index finger at me. I immediately stood up from the bench and went and stood before her, my sudden reaction scaring her. "C-can you see me?" I asked as I felt the feeling of happiness for the first time in these horrifying fucking 300 years. "Y-yes i can see you" she replied moving back further. Of course she's finding me mad. But I can't control myself, now that for the first time like in forever, someone has noticed my existence. "Oh my God" I shouted at the sky like my prayers were finally answered. "Can you feel me? Can you feel me holding you, touching you?" I asked, taking her hands in my shaking ones. "Yes of course! Why are you asking?" she replied and pulled back her hands from mine, fear flashing in her beautiful brown eyes.

I knelt down on the ground, as I felt the happy tears at the corner of my eyes. I wanted to act normal but I couldn't stop laughing. For 300 fucking years I was haunted with the fear of being alone, no one will ever find out about my existence and ill live forever, alone. "Are you okay?" she asked care flashing behind her eyes, care for me! Nobody, cared about me in these 300 long years something which I longed for. I wanted to jump on her and kiss her but that would just scare her and the last thing I want is her to run away from me, my only hope. "Just a moment" I replied as I looked at the sky and thanked God for finally answering my prayers. I stood up and smiled at her, trying to remove the tension in the air between us. Act normal Harry, I know it's weird talking to someone after ages but behave man! You don't want her to think you're some crazy guy. "What is your name?" I asked trying to come back to my normal self. I was overwhelmed with a lot of feelings. "Blair" she replied, staring at me intently. "Hi Blair, I'm Harry, Harry Styles" I said as I brought forward my hand to shake hers but she didn't respond staring at me like there was something wrong with me. Oh yes, damn the rain! "Uh Blair, don't think about this" i said pointing to the sky and myself. "I'm different" i continued as all the horrible memories flashed in front of my eyes but i tried to push them away because after waiting for an eternity, I finally have a hope. "How?" she asked touching my shoulders, trying to confirm if I was real. I wanted to do the same, to know if finally these dark years have come to an end or I'm hallucinating. I wanted to answer her but that wasn't the right moment. "Well, it has stopped raining you should leave for home." I replied not answering her question. Now that she can see my existence, we will meet often and I'll tell her everything, but not now. "Ill see you around" I said walking away from her before she bombarded me with more questions. I didn't want to leave, I wanted to talk to her, tell her everything and be treated as a normal human. I've longed for this day but I have to leave. I know ill see her soon. But right now, its time to leave before I do something wrong and lose my only hope.

A.N.

Hey everyone! So here's chapter 3 of 'Cursed'. I'll try and update everyday and definitely try to double update. Please Vote, Comment and Share my Story. Love you people! Have a great day ya all!

Love, S.