She can't do it anymore.
She can't get her hopes up.
She can't risk her heart.
She can't stop being a Fuck up.
But that's all she's good at.
Being disappointed or being a disappointment.
She tells herself, 'there's no possible way.'
But it's already been done.
But when someone likes her,
She pushes them away before they push her.
Breaks their heart before they break hers..