The Girl You Dont See

The 112th Day

My black hair hung in my face hiding it from view. My eye liner was done in a smears look around my eyes. I had a black crop top on the said ‘live free die young’ which did not apply to me at al, showing off my coffin belly button ring. Low rise black leather pants that accented my curves paired with over the knee stiletto boots and of course a black leather jacket. I’m not goth or emo but sometimes a black outfit is just what you want to wear.
    I heard my phone ding and looked down to see it was a notification from YouTube telling me James Charles had uploaded a new video. If only my notifications were from people I could actually talk to instead live vicariously through. I swiped the notification away and would go watch it later.
     I walked down stairs and out the door before I ran into my mother’s best friend. I didn’t want to listen to her tell me how no one would ever love or notice me. I already had heard a million and one times. The worst part is that I know what she is saying is true because that is how it has been for the past sixteen years. I’m used to it now but it doesn’t matter. Once I turned eighteen I planned to buy an apartment and finish school then go to New York and get a job living there for as long as I lived.
     When I went out side I hoped  into my matte black BMW M5 F90 with my bag already in the passenger side. I am my work was already done I had finished it the day before in a abandoned parking lot. My adoptive parents hated me with every fiber in there beings. They were rich and everyone knew it because I went to the most expensive private school around and everyone knew the last name Bri. I did not share their last name I had my mother’s Heart. Them being rich has its advantages but not many for me. Am the money I used was what my mother had in her bank accounts. Them having all of their power also meant it was easier for them to pay people off to not talk to me instead of me trying to be my friend to get the money. I continue my short drive to school thing about what it might be like if my mom hadn’t died giving birth to me.
       If my mom was alive would she have loved me. Did I have a father or did he run away escape as well. Did my mom not try to stay alive because she didn’t want me. Maybe Lily was right. If I just died I would end my burdened on everyone. Could I possibly meet my mom in the after life. 
       As I pulled into the schools parking lot diet soda by the maine was blasting out of the speakers. I turned the keys to off and jumped out the car. As I walled up to the school I saw a new group of kids standing in front of the school. They were glancing around them as the people from the school stared in awe there hotness.
      There were five boys and three girls. They were all well dressed which wasn’t surprising sense they came to this school. All with gorgeous faces and body’s. You didn’t have to be gay to see that. One of them had wavy, jaw length, red hair. His jaw looked like it could cut though a brick. The next one had short chestnut brown hair, olive skin, and chocolate brown eyes. Next, was a silver haired boy that looked short compared to the others around him he looked to be five eight. I didn’t have much room to call him short though because I was five foot nothing. Next to him was a skinny blonde guy who looked board out of his mind. Last was a bear of a man with dark brown hair. He had huge mussels and a ginormous height of six eight.
      Every single thing with the tiniest attraction for the male species was eye fucking them. It didn’t matter if they were slutty, nerdy, gay, bi, single, or taken. I however did not feel the need to while I did wish I could be like everyone else if I looked at one person to long I could get in serious trouble. So I averted my attention the females.
      Two of the three girls were clinging to the hot man boys. The first girl was standing with the bear boy. She looked to be six feet tall, long straight blonde hair, and attitude written all over her face. It looked like she was daring anyone to stare at her man for to long. The second was short like me at about five three with a pixie cut dyed different shades of blue. She was under the arm of the boy with the sharp jawline. Surprisingly  not looking to care about the gawkers that were eyeing her man and shorting daggers at her with their eyes. Last was five six black haired beauty. She stood tall and looking Fierce like she could have been a warrior princess. Also had a small slender scar running down the right side of her face.
    I decided it wasn’t worth the trouble of looking at the hottie group and continued to my locker. I strolled by them without a second glance. From what I had seen they looked like they could be fun and like we would get along great. My rules however did prevent me from actually talking to them.
     After I went to my locker I headed to home base. Mrs.Rue was at the front wrighting her first blocks assignments on the board. I headed to my normal seat in the right back corner.  The teachers liked heaven though they didn’t always approve of my clothes. I feel like they know I have basically no family and took pity on me. As usual Mrs.Rue picked up my finished work and gave me the new. All of my teachers gave her my work so I didn’t have to talk to anyone. The sucky part was they still expected me to be in the their classes even if I did all the work.
     The bell for lunch rang, something I often skipped. There was way to much drama in the cafeteria. Heading out to my car I pulled out my work for the day and started to work on it, while I blasted my music. When it was time to head pack I had finished all of the days work. Even though I could just go back home I would rather stay at school then go back to my hell hole.
      Going to my next class which was gym, I saw the hottie group from earlier plus a few other that were new with them. Gym wasn’t my preferred class but I didn’t mind because I liked exercise just not when told to and being forced to do exercise that I don’t feel like doing. Gym at my school was kind of hard core. We did a crazy amount of activities. First we do a bazillion stretches then crunches, sit-ups, push ups, lungs, squats, pull ups, and a ton of other things with weights and  resistance bands. Next we do climb ropes and rock walls. Then we do running. No slacking. Last we play sport of some type or do another normal gym activities.  No matter how big you were you were in shape.
      The hottie crew kept throwing glances at me. I didn’t dare do the same. We were running now and I was in the zone. All runners know what I mean. I was one of the fastest girls at the school, at least until some of the hottie group ran past me. That kind of irked me. I could have done cross country or track but sadly I wasn’t allowed. I did a lot of running at the gym that Dean owned, that was conveniently connected to the house. It was one of the only places I was allowed to go that Lily didn’t gat overly upset at me for being around other people.
    It was finally the end of the day and I was out of school. Deciding to go to the mall to buy some new booms and new workout clothes. I had ripped my pants and my sports bra was wearing out plus I needed a new bathing suit.
    The mall was a bit busier than normal. I headed to dicks sporting goods first. I found three different sets of workout clothes. Then went to Victoria secret and bought there new workout clothes so I wouldn’t wear out these ones. Deciding not to get books this trip out. Unfortunately that meant going back to my home.
  
     After I got home I slipped through the back door and changed into my clothes and hit the gym to do some more running. I ran in the indoor track of the huge gym. I ran for about thirty minutes. Then went to the steam room because it beat going back into the house.
      Taking a much needed shower I slipped on a blue Nike hoodie and clean underwear and smiled into my bed to watch some Netflix on my tablet when my door opened. It was Dean “Go get a dress we have to bring you to a funeral after school" he looked at me with disgust “Yes sir Mr.Bri” I sighed they knew if I didn’t show up people would get suspicious. Knowing I wouldn’t have time tomorrow I got up and put on black short not bothering to put on a bra and headed to the mall again.
       Only five more minutes until the mall would close. I had seen a new shop earlier and decided to cheek it out. Finding a cute vintage fit and flare halter top black dress, grabbed my size and went to cheek out. The blue haired hottie from school put down a liked me as I approached and smiled kindly. “Is this all ma’am?” She was chipper and her voice sounded like tinkly fairies. “Yeah" I didn’t feel like making small talk. “You got here just in time I was about to close up. Hey didn’t I see you at school today?” “How would I know?” I really just wanted her to stop making conversation. She laughed, that’s when one of the hotties from her crew in the gym showed up.  He had dirty blonde hair, a sharp jaw, bright blue eyes, and you could tell he was muscular. “ Oh, hey Gean. I’m almost done.” She finished ringing up my dress “Kay Bella" I hadn’t realized how tall he was in the gym but he looked to be six five. Almost as tall as bear boy but not as big. Then he looked at me and I swear his eyes got a little darker. “Did I see you at school?” His voice was deep and sexy as hell. I rolled my eyes “How am I supposed to know?” And again it seemed his eyes got a shade darker. “What’s your name?” “Why the hell would I tell you I don’t even know you.” His eyes lightened some and he frowned. Bella I guess her name was handed me my dress. “Here you go have a nice day and come again.” Acting as if nothing was happening with her friend and I. “Thanks” I replied gruffly walking away quickly.
         On my way back to the car I saw a red rose laying on the ground. I picked it up and held it to my nose. A strange man started walking over and grabbed my arm before I could move. “Let go of me pervert.” He didn’t let go but Gean walked out of the shadow and called “Is there a problem here?” “No man, I thought she was someone else.” Turning to me “sorry" he said not looking sorry at all. He let go of my arm and walked away.
      “So you want to tell me your name now. After all I think I earned it.”He said in his sexy voice. I bit my lip causing his eyes to darken again. “Ummm…nope" I said popping the p. “Fine I’ll just call you rose.” He said with major annoyance. “Why” I questioned He looked down at my hands “ You shouldn’t pick up things he said that don’t belong to you, it can make you a target.” Then he walled away. “Nice butt” I whispered under my breath once he was out of hearing distance. I walked to my car and thought of Gean as I drifted into sleep.

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