Chapter 43: goodbye letters

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CHANELS POV

2 days later...

I continued to get text after text from Hunter. I'm at my moms house in Chino, California.
I had many awkward conversations with my mom about the baby and I'm fed up talking about it. Hunter and I aren't aloud to see each other because my mom won't let me.

" clearly you've spent too much time with him for this to happen so you need a break from him" my mom exclaimed as it rung back in my mind.

" You just don't understand how to support someone in this situation but pulling someone away from someone they love is not the answer. One of these days I'm going to have decide how we're going to handle all of this" I said.

" Your only 15 Chanel! I don't know how we're going to raise a baby with school and everything going on" she raised her voice.

" We will just have to figure it out okay? Hayley could help me and so could Hunter" I suggested.

" Hunter? He's 16 not 21" She said.

" Mom just listen to me" I pleaded.

" I've listened enough, I just don't know if I can trust you clearly because you think having sex at 15 is smart. Go to your room this discussion is over with" she said.

" No" I teared up.

" You cannot keep this baby, I'll make an appointment with the abortion doctor. Your life will be abnormal at 15, go upstairs I'm getting frustrated" she threatened

" Maybe I'll just go somewhere other then my room and you won't see me again" I said crying.

I sat on my bed thinking about everything my mom said about me not being trust worthy and young. I didn't ask to be pregnant people!

Babe
Hunter 💓10:02 am.

Call me please
Hunter 💓 12:05 pm.

I don't want to loose you, I love you.
Hunter 💓 8:45 pm.

We can work through this, are you okay?
Hunter 💓 9:00 pm.

Every text I just ignored, not because I'm mad at him. I love him but talking to him will make me upset so I just need to collect my feelings for a day.

Hunter 💓 missed call (2)
9:45 pm.

Jesus he's making this harder then I thought. Maybe I'll text him, or should I call him?

Hunter I'll explain everything soon I'm sorry I love you.
Sent 10:00 pm

I packed everything I wanted to keep in a few duffle bags and pulled out my note pad and started writing.

Mom,

I don't think you understand what it feels like to be in my shoes. I've tried to explain to you it was an accident. I didn't want to become pregnant. I also didn't think you would make me get an abortion. I don't support that, I understand I'm 15. But I'm not the only one who has experienced this. I know grandma made you get an abortion, she told me. I can't be away from Hunter, he's my boyfriend, and I truly love him. So that leaves me no choice. I'm running away with my stuff till I find somewhere I can be safe. I'm keeping this baby whether you like it or not. Don't bother looking for me because its not like you will care anyway.

Bye,
Chanel Dallas

I folded it and put it on my bed. I looked around my room, one more time, just in case I wasn't coming back.

Bus station

I boarded the bus to Los Angeles still no texts or calls from my mother.

About an 1hr later...

I got off at a familiar food store I got arrested at. I continued to walk in the pitch black sky to Hunters house.

Come outside
Sent 11:15 pm.

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