Look up to the sky|ff|JJK|

7: Unknow

I woke up and notice that I was in a comfy bed. I looked at my surroundings and notice Jungkook sleeping on the bed too.

I scream and ask "why I was in his bed?!" forgetting about what happened last night and having a small headache.

"Ugh.. It's fine. Your fine. We didn't do anything last night so don't worry." Jungkook spoke.

"Oh okay. But why I am sleeping with you?" I took a deep breath and realized I still had my clothes on except my shirt.

"Where's my shirt?!" I panicked and crossed my arms over my chest trying to cover it.

Jungkook's POV

"It's fine I already saw you like that. It's not like I would do anything bad to you." I said.

I didn't think she could look this good.

~flashback~

"I missed you, Yeon Ah.." I whisper quietly.

I place Yeon Ah on my bed and went to go change into my pajamas. When I came back she got up and walked towards me. She started to cry and hit my chest.

"Why did you come back jerk?" She cried.

It kind of broke my heart. It looked like she did good without me but I guess she didn't. She's beautiful though.

"It's too hot in here.." She said whining.

She suddenly took off her top and before she could take anymore clothes off I stopped her.

She then started to loose balance and fell onto me. But I caught her on time. I didn't want to touch her because she was 'half' naked. I don't wanna be a perv. So I laid her back on the bed and slept on the other side of my bed because there was no other place to sleep on.

~end of flashback~

Yeon Ah's POV

"You look hot thought I can't lie." He said as it caught my attention to suddenly step back from him. But I trip on something and almost fall back. Before I fall back he steps forward and catches me.

Our faces were only inches apart. He leaned closer while I get lost in his eyes. He gently kisses my lips. Being confused I don't kiss back.

"Pervert!" I pushed him off me and ran into a room.

His apartment was quite beautiful. I liked it. I guess I was in his office now.

I looked around and saw a photo frame. I picked it up and looked at it. It was shocking to see the picture of me and Jungkook in the amusement park. Our 6th month anniversary... I miss it...but it's the past. I'm not going back. I can't.

*door opens*

Jungkook stopes and looked at what I was holding.

"You shouldn't look at that." He grabbed it out of my hands and puts it inside one of his drawers.

"Miss me..?" I said sadly trying not to cry.

"Let's forget that happened." He said with no emotion.

"Yeah... Let's forget I saw that." I said walking out the room.

I grab my things and wait a few seconds wanting him to actually come. But he didn't. That's when I finally realized I should avoid him.

|+HOME+|

I open the door and drop all my things to the floor. I run to my room and grab the pocket knife out of my drawer.

Yeah.....I'm still at it.

"I miss him... But I shouldn't...."I began to say crying.

1 hour later...

I need to go see my doctor today around...3:30.

I realized I still had some time to spare so I just made myself breakfast. After breakfast I go get dressed to get some fresh air. As I almost touch the door nob I hear a knock.

I unknowingly open the door and spotted Jungkook standing in front of me. As he took a step forward trying to grab my arm I take a step back.

"I told you to stop harming yourself didn't I?" He said trying not to speak loudly.

"Don't worry about me" I say walking past him to go out. But he grab my wrist.

I'm always unlucky.. It never goes how I want it to be.

"Let's talk" he said.

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I'm not sure what I'm writing..
😂😅😅 sorry if the story doesn't make any sense. Also sorry if I made any mistakes. Leave some advice.. (If you feel like it.)