My New Life( hayes grier fanfic)

chapter 6

I DONT REALLY KNOW ALOT ABOUT MAGCON SO JUST GO WITH IT!! THANX!

** day of trip **

* allison POV *

finally, the day me hayes and nash leave for new york! i cant wait. and hayes said me and him share a room, and i get to meet all the MAGCON boyz!! i cant wait. as i was eating breakfast my phone went off.

" from hayes,

goodmorning beautiful :) i cant wait for the trip! can you come over early so we can have 'us' time before we get to new york and get swarmed by fans?"

" to hayes,

i cant wait either! im so happy you invited me :) i will be over there soon i gotta eat first."

i really am happy. i never want this summer to end. but i know it will sooner or later. After eating i went to get my things, and noticed i forgot to pack my inhaler. i went to go get it and i fell down, and landed on my handes and knees, as soon as I hit the floor I yelped in pain. my mom wasn't home and I didn't have my phone. tears were in my eyes when I looked up, and saw Hayes running to me. he helped me up and hugged me.

"what happened?" he ask, with a worried look on his face.

"I wanted to get to your house fast but I forgot to get my inhaler, so I ran to go get it and fell on my knee." I paused for a breath," Hayes?"

"yes?" he said looking into my eyes.

" Um, ca-can you carry me to my bedroom?"

" sure, anything for you" he said happily and brought me to my bed. he put and band- aid on one of my knees because it was bleeding. he is so sweet.

" need anything?" he asked, and I remembered my inhaler.

"yea, my inhaler. its in the bathroom" I said. he nodded and left." oh no" I whispered to my self as he left the room.

* Hayes POV *

alli told me to get her inhaler from the bathroom. when I got into the bathroom I saw a razor in the sink. I quickly got the inhaler and the razor and ran to her room.

" ALLI, WHY? SHOW ME! now please." I said, I didn't sound mad, just hurt.and she turned away I knew she was about to cry.

" Alli im sorry. im not mad. please just show me your wrists." I begged. she turned around with tears falling slowly from her eyes. I rubbed them away with my thumb and looked at her in the eyes.

" Alli, why? why would you do this? when did you do this?" I asked. and instead of showing me her wrists, she rolled up her shorts to show me her legs.

" Hayes, I am sorry. you weren't supposed to know. please don't tell my mom." she said then started to cry.

" it's okay, alli, I wont tell any one. But, you have to get the rest of your razors and flush them in the toilet, now, in front of me. please!" I begged and she went around her room. when she had gotten all of them I double checked, she ended up having 15 blades in her room, including the one I got in the bathroom. we walked to the toilet and flushed them. she sat on the floor and started sobbing, I bent down and gave her a hug. she pushed me away and started puking into the toilet. then we walked back to her room and she laid down. I sat in her desk chair.

"Alli are you okay? are you sick?" I asked, really concerned.

" im not sick. I don't know why I puked." she paused to breath and I hugged her," Hayes, I cut because I hate everything, well not you, nash, and sky, but everything else. I know I haven't been to school here yet but, im afraid we wont have classes together. What if people make fun of me, and you're not there to help me? Hayes please dont leave me!"

" Alli, I will never leave you. Not now, not later, not ever! I love you." I said trying to reassure her.

" Alli? Let's get going we have to go to the airport." I told her, we got her things and went to my house. I just hope she will be okay i know she didn't tell me everything.