Why do you like her?

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It's been 3 weeks Since meeting Tosha &  we have been great friends. Probably because she's like my only friend at this school 😂. She's such a great person, very smart and goofy . We have a lot in common, when I'm stressed she talks to me . Talking to her helps . I'm actually glad my mom invited them over otherwise I would probably still be shy to talk to her . But the thing is ....I still like her & I don't think she like me back .

She looks too good for me , like she would never get with a person like me . Anyways the bell rang and I wait by my locker for her like usual so we could walk home together. I didn't see her , I waited there for 10 mins , then 20, then 30 and still no sight . I walked home , BY MYSELF. I was furious , how could she do me like that ? Finally i got to my house and there Tosha was , sitting on her porch . I walked over to her and said " You really fucked up for leaving me knowing i was waiting for you."  She looked at me , Hurt all in her eyes . I wish knew before i started yelling at her . " im so sorry tosha....are you okay?" i asked . She opened her mouth like she was going to say something but didn't , She shook her head yes. "You don't need to lie to me , but if you don't want to talk about it now I understand. Another time maybe better for you " I said . I gave her a hug .

She didn't let go , next thing I know I feel tear drops hit my shoulder. "Treasure I don't know what to do , all I can do is cry "Tosha said . "You want go come over so you won't be out here by yourself?"I asked . "Okay " She said sniffling . When she stood up I tried to get on my tippy toes and wipe her tears but I was too short . She chuckled at me trying to though . "It's not funny " I said walking to my house . "Hey mom " I said . "Hey Ms. Eiland , is it's okay I come in ?" Tosha said. "Yeah it's okay honey , come in . How was school " My mom said . "Fine!" We both said as we walked up the stairs to my room .

My room is a huge with a blue, black and white theme . 42 inch flat screen with a Queen size bed and a black love seat . I sat on my bed , "sit down silly " I said . She sat right next to me . "So what's wrong Tosha Pooh 😕" I said . " I'm just going through a lot , maybe even too much at once . I feel alone ." Tosha said . "Your not alone , you'll always have me. Whenever you need someone I'll be here" I said . "Thank you , who would have ever known just some months ago we was strangers." Tosha said . "It's crazy , but do you feel better ?" I asked . "Kinda , Thanks Treasure. At least I can count on you ." She said . I gave her a hug and when we were letting go we just stared into each other's eyes . "You having fun ?" I asked . Then she kissed me , not just a peck . A long kiss , a kiss that's so unexpected but feel right . We just started making out, I sat in her lap facing her and kept going as she grabbed my ass.

Her kisses went from my lips to my neck making me let out soft moans . Then she stopped .... "we shouldn't do this right now , it's so sudden and I don't want to ruin our bond " she said . "Oh okay , that's okay Tosha we can just lay here and watch movies " I said . I liked how she wants to take it slow but I want her right now . I never felt this way . She not my girlfriend yet but soon . When that soon comes trust me , there's nothing that is going to ruin that besides us. "Want to watch Netflix?"