Hey
I just wanted to let you know I miss you.
Everyday is hard for me to get through now that you're gone.
Fuck, I just wanna talk to you so badly, and it kills me
Cause I can't
I know this is my fault
I ripped my own heart out in the process of breaking yours
I'm a monster
And I can never forgive myself for leaving you
Somedays, it's hard to breathe
The days our memories come to haunt me
The days a friend slips up and reminds me
On these days it feels like every organ in my body fails me and I just wish I could make it all stop
It's at those moments I realize just how much I need you
And I start hate myself more
Because you were mine
And I'm the only one to blame for you not being with me
I love you, and I always will,
Me
