i don't have
many people
anymore
so whenever
things get hard
i have to pretend
i'm alright
so i don't lose them all
like i lost you
and to tell the truth
i am terrified
of losing someone else
sometimes
i lay on my bed and cry
in the fear i am
losing everyone
so it all gets bottled up
and i don't think
i can handle it anymore
m.r
