It hurts so bad being alive hurts so bad , all i wanted was to be happy. All i wanted was someone to love me, nothing more nothing less. All i got was pain, i guess I don't deserve any of those things. Maybe i am destined to be tortured my whole life, but why, i mean I accept the fact that I won't ever be happy,but,why?
Why do people hurt me? I never caused pain to others intentionally ever in my entire life.
I feel sad,i feel humiliated, i feel disgusted by myself, i feel like I don't deserve to live. I will never be happy in my life, i will never find love, i want to die. I am depressed.