Prologue
Here I was, in my last year of university and I’m the dumbest, unhappy women I know. Something must be wrong with me, yeah I don’t have the perfect family, but we love each other. My dad kept working as a teacher to pay the school for my sister and I, my mom take care of us and the house, my brother still live with us, he’s 30, and work and my sister, she is a year younger than I, we always have been best friends. And then there was me, I think my family will be perfect if it wasn’t for me, but anyway, I’m 22 years old I’m on my last year of my degree as Psychology, and there’s where my problems begins, I don’t even know what I’m doing in this degree, I realize a year, maybe two year ago that this wasn’t what I wanted to do with my life, but I’m stupid, I didn’t want to tell that I have chosen wrong, I didn’t want to fail, but at the end that’s what I’m doing right now. The last year I’ve been failing some of my credits to graduate, and nobody knows, not even my sister, she’s usually the one who knows everything about me, but not this. And here I’m now, It’s almost the final of the semester and I’m failing again, I don’t know what to do anymore, I just like to run and forget everything and be happy.
I always want to be some of those people who had a specific talent, which they love to do and they guide their life based on that, but ha! That’s to perfect, of course I can’t sing, I can’t paint, I can’t dace….. I don’t know how to do any of those things. I’m bad for everything, you mention something, and I guarantee I can’t do that shit!
I don’t know what I’m going to do with me, my life, with anything!!!
And love? What the hell is that? Yeah I’ve had two boyfriends Mike and Paul, and only one of them have broken my heart, long history, the only you have to know is that I’ve trust issues. But that was like four years ago and since that I’ve been by my own.
So my life is boring and sad.
I forgot to tell you my name, Kallie.
