Torture

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So... A month before 10th grade. A lot has happened sense the last time I wrought my story.. Leah, from the previous chapter, is gone. Happened a couple weeks ago. She's not what she seemed to be. She was controlling. She got way too angry with what I said. Even if it wasn't something to angry about. So I ended it with her. I couldn't handle it.


Another reason was, I have the most biggest feelings for someone.. But, I can't have her. She doesn't have feelings for me what so ever. Jesus I'm shacking writing about this right now. "Killing myself without actually dieing." I know what that means now. Fall in love with someone that doesn't love you back.


I'm having strong feelings to cut with all this shit. But the thing is, I've been wearing tank tops and stuff. So if I stop all of a sudden my mom is going to tell something is off... Gotta love life... -shakes head-

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