I couldn't have been more happy when we were dismissed after making it to my next class which I had with the mysterious boy I had a horrible realization that I had left my notebook back in class I was to busy freaking out to noticed that the kid had walked up to me the only way I realized he was there was when he said Hi my names Ryan. He had a smooth voice which matched his perfect brown hair and bright green-blue eyes he cleared his throat and said " And you are?". I blushed and managed to stammer out in a small voice "I'm uh Aysha". He gave me a dazzling smile that sent chills up my spine, he handed me my notebook and whispered in my ear " You didn't forget it I took it so I could have a chance to finally talk to you." I looked at him in disbelief "You did all that and nearly cause me to have a panic attack just for that" I yelled at him . I flipped him the bird and stormed out of the school not caring if I got in trouble for it. I guess he followed me out of the school but I didn't care I just plugged in my headphones and blasted still breathing by Mayday Parade and started singing not caring who heard or saw me but by the end of the song I had tears streaking down my face from all the painful memories it brought back. Memories of my sister like when we were little and she was always by herself never talking to any of us, one day when I first started highschool she said she wasn't feeling well and my mom let her stay home but I knew something was wrong when later that day I was called to the office with both my parents there and both were in tears.... they hugged me tight and instantly I knew that something had happened to my little sister I started crying and asked what happened, my mother explained the whole story to me of how she called to check up on Lily and was worried when she didn't answer so she called my father to check up on her. When my mother came home a few minutes after my father had arrived she went to Lily's room and found her hanging by her ceiling fan with a simple note on her pillow saying it was no ones fault but ever since then I blamed myself for not noticing the signs of her depression.
