You + Special = Love

Maybe its not over depends will she tell him?:oo

Y/N-hangs up the call and says - what a nice day to start off my day huh ?

Your Pov:

im so miserable i cant believe i did that ! i didn't even

say goodbye because it would be to hard for me to do that , i cant live like this !! i hate it ! i hate the fact that i kissed him back i hate the fact that im letting it get to me

-gets a call from perrie-

Perrie: babe what's wrong ?

Y/N: i feel horrible , i dont deserve Harry

Perrie: why do you say that love?

Y/N : many things happened yesterday , i not only damaged Harry heart and Niall but i hurt mine

Perrie: well what happened babe?

Y/N: I-II-I uhmm well first niall kissed me and i kissed him back and i got so upset because i kissed him back and i dont like him i dont know i felt sparks fly ! its just and then harry finally texted me saying he is sorry for not txting me and it all turned into a mess im trying to keep my distance but its hard -ends up crying on phone-

Perrie: love , im so sorry and you felt sparks meaning you enjoyed the kiss wow sorry maybe you do like niall and harry both but might as well keep it as friends the future will help you decide and yes i know it hard by the way you are crying and im so sorry this happened love

Y/N: then in the morning i got a call from private saying i know what you did and im gonna mess up everything by telling everyone or something like that i just cant live like this babe !

Perrie: you know what ill come over later with the girls and we will talk about it ok ! i ringed you to check if you were ok but imma see you later bye babe im going back in studio , hugs and kisses xoxo & another thing i think its best if you talk to them

Y/N : thanks for the advice perrie means so much and thanks see u later bye at 4:00

-call ends -

-recieves a DM on twitter from harry-

Harry: i know what happened niall told me everything and its fine i understand why you kissed him back ! because me and you dont kiss we hardly do ! i never call you or text you and im sorry about that but i still love you and cant get you out of my head is there a way you can possibly meet me later like around 8:00 p.m i need to spend a day with you at least even if were friends

Y/N: i thought you would be mad ? and ill give it a try but as friends im gonna figure things out if i end up kissing you dont freak out because i still love you and im deeply sorry it happened :o but yes ill meet you later

Harry: im fine with a kiss ;)  and i forgive you i mean it hurt a little but i gotta forgive you because i will miss you badly if i dont and i will regret making that mistake

Y/N: ok u dont need to put wink face and ok bye i gotta go see you around 8:00 if im late sorry

Harry: just as long as i get to see you one more time in fine with that

Y/N: what do you mean?

Harry: Niall hasnt told you ?

Y/N: no i havent talked to him since yesterday

Harry: we are going on tour and wont be having free time so much

Y/N: ok sorry ill miss u guys so much xx bye

Harry: bye babe i -i mean y/n

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when you read the message you  blushed a little and smiled

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~ -knocking on door~

-checks who it is and opens door-

*niall pops out*

Niall: we need to definitely talk !now

y/n: i really dont want to discuss about what happened niall

Niall :i know you dont but when i read your messages all over again it gave me the message and i apologize for everything y/n you dont know how much i love you there i finally said it ! my love for you is unexplainable  ! no words can explain what i feel

y/n: niall you cant just do this

Niall: do what? coming over here and telling you my feelings for you ! im sorry i wasted i precious time !-yells while walking out-

y/n:-grabs nialls arm slightly and pulls him back to me-

Niall:-looks deeply into you-

y/n:-pulls you in for a hug-

Niall:-whispers in my ear- i wanna tell the world i love you but you are my world no one else needs to know my deep feelings

y/n:-feels your body close to mine and slightly backs up -

Niall:-picks you up and puts around my waist-

y/n:-still looking at you and says - i love you too how about later around 12:00 i gotta tell harry how i really feel and break it down for him slowly

Niall: ok but we wont do anything dirty you know that i mean maybe but i dont know

y/n: i never said anything like that , i mean maybe we can go up the balcony and look up at the stars i tend to do that

Niall: well it will seem beautiful friend ! lets stay as friends for now on , lets see who you choose

y/n i wont choose because if i choose one, one  of you will be damaged so im maintaining it as friends niall

Niall: what happens if things change ?

y/n : then they change

Niall: i gotta go now text me later please

y/n:-looks at ground - ok

Niall:-puts you on the couch and walks out door with a smile-

y/n:-closes the door and leans against the wall with tears- i wont choose it will be  hard for me they will probably hate me if i choose though so do i need time ?