try hard~part 1

it hurt.

looking at her hurt.

as i watched the pain inside of her heart, explode to a million pieces. i hated the feeling of not being able to help someone who is in need for my help. Alana Jones, there were reasons that made sense to me at the time i loved her. but sadly those reasons, were long gone to someone who she thought was a better man.

Im Harry Styles a no good man for the one i love but there is one problem, she is the perfect woman for me but when i look into her eyes i want to cradle her in my arms and tell her its going to be okay, but i do not have that job or power to do that anymore.

i tried so hard to not upset her in any way. i wanted to care for her, be there for her when she needed me the most, i needed her all my life, and once i found her i vowed to never loose her. i tried to be the "perfect man" then i realized nobody is perfect except Alana.