Gangsta Love

Chapter 17 whispers of pain

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the song:nothing like us (cover) jungkook so jungkook is from bts and yes thats my oppa hehe but this song really does go with this chapter so enjoy sweeties.

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Angel's P.O.V

I listened to Isaac's messages again but it just made me want to cry even more.

His a gangster and I am just a prisoner in his eyes and I know that he knows that I am a prisoner ,maybe I should just forget everything after all I am going to see him at the Italian restraunt but  I am really nervous about meeting him. It still annoys me how he had sex with MY BEST FRIEND MY BLOODY BEST FRIEND! Tears just started running down my cheek. Well better go get ready I have 45 minutes to get ready. I got into the shower and damn that water was cold  until I realised I put the cold water on thinking it was the hot water so I quickly put the hot water on, It felt just right but I had to get out.

I went to my closet and took out my black dress luckily it still fits me. I want to talk to Isaac I need to sort out all these lies,the tencion between both of us. I put on make-up and I was ready for this. I am so scared to see Isaac I just hope that he doesn't freak out when he sees me. I went outside I waited for a cab to come and finally a cab came. I got inside the cab and off we drove. ''Hello mam my name is zack.'' he smiled ''Hello my name is Angel anyway please takeme to tortelino restraunt.''I smiled back ''sure mam just let yoy know and Yes I know this might be expensive but it will cost you $800.'' ''Its fine here is the cash.' I handed him the cash and he looked really happy. ''Im so sorry mam that its really expensive but I have a family and my boss made the price but most importantly its my family see I have two girls and two boys, the one girl is 19  and she is in college,my other one is 16 and her school asks for so much money for school fees,my one son he is 13 same goes with his school and my last child he is 1 and all  I want to do is pay for their school fees and make sure there is food on the table but to be honest with you I dont really like making people pay so much but if i have a family well I guess this is the only way.''he replied  ''Well im glad that I met a kind man like you.''I smiled at him. ''Mam if you dont mind me asking where is your mama and papa?'' ''oh my mama and papa well they in another country they went to France.''i lied to him ''But Italy is such a beautiful place?''

I knew he was confused about everything but I had to lie I dont trust people anymore

''Yes it is this is home for me.''i replied I saw we got to the restraunt and he parked the car. ''here is $300 extra this is just a thank you and tell your children I say hi to them.'' I smiled and he nodded. I got out the cr and went into the restraunt, I sat downand waited for Isaac.

I looked up and saw a man sit infront of me ''hey baby.'' I knew that voice but it wasnt Isaac's it is Carlos. ''Angel before you say something look I love you and why cant you see that?'' he asked 

''Carlos please I dont love you and there will never be a ''us'' i know Romeo wanted you and me to be together but I never wanted that and I need you too understand that I will noyt be able to love you the way you want me to love you and you might think its because of Isaac well its not I just dont want to fall inlove again there is nothing for me to love.'' tears fell down my cheek as I was saying these.''What happened to you? did Isaac  change you wait did he make you his mafia queen? look Angel Isaac is to pathetic to do that you dont deserve to live the life as his mafia queen.'' he looked at me but I just kept quiet  ''ANGEL FUCKING ANSWER ME!''He yelled 

''FUCK YOU CARLOS I HAD ENOUGH OF YOUR SHIT  YOU ALWAYS TRY TO BRING ME DOWN,YOU ALWAYS RUINED MY LIFE ROMEO ALWAYS WANTED ME TO BE WITH YOU BUT GUESS WHAT I DONT WANT TO BE WITH YOU EVEN IF I DIE I STILL WONT BE WITH YOU AND IF I LIKEMISAAC WELL SO WHAT BUT YOU ARE THE ONE WHO KEEPS US FROM GETTING BACK TOGETHER SO JUST GO AWAY CARLOS REALLY  I DONT WANT YOU TOP GET HURT BECAUSE OF ME AND I NEED YOU TO UNDERSTAND THAT!'' I cant have this crap in my life anymore.

''Angel I will never stop loving you.''he replied He handed me a note ''Open it before i leave.''he instructed.

Dear Angel

My dearest sister I love you with all my heart but I know you are confused with everything right now but let me explain to you:Im in the mafia and of course im the mafia king like Isaac is but you need to listen to this first: please do not trust Isaac he is a monster he is the one who killed Romeo and yes mama and papa they are alive but let me tell you the truth of papa Isaac has him he hurting papa doing many cruel things to him and I will kill Isaac for hurting our family and I will get you back my sis and you wont  have to join my  gang if you dont want to and another thing Isaac killed my girlfriend Kiara just believe me Angel sis I will find you and we will leave Italy and you and I will start our brother and sister hood all over again. SIS  I LOVE YOU AND I MISS YOU

From Leonardo Edurado

Tears started falling down my cheek all Leo tries to do is protect me ''Carlos leave i dont want you here.'' ''Good bye Angel.'' I smiled at him and finally Isaac came.

''Hey Ange sorry I am late I had some business to take care of.'' he smiled ''Oh its okay after all you are the mafia king.'' I replied. All the things Carlos said to me was playing in my head,''Okay sweetheart lets talk.'' he chuckled 

''Issy the reason why I brought you here is because i need answers of what had happened recently   I want the truth.'' i gave him the serious look. ''Ha okay lovie lets give you an answer about what happened.'' he laughed

''Ha then start sweetie.'' I playfully said

''When you saw me with your best friend having sex well there is an explaination: so what happened was I got drunk after I got that text by the way my friends made me get drunk anyway Elizabeth was walking around looking for you but the thing is she was in my bedroom and I walked up to her  and asked her what she is doing in here? and she came really close to me and she replied with that she is looking for you and she started undoing my tie and thn my shirt so then my hand went all over her body and the next thing I knew we were having sex and you walked in but Angel I  didn't really mean to do that to you I was not thinking straight with this please just forgive me and I will even back off if I have to and give you space and and I will even leave you alone and I wont ruin your life anymore.'' Tears fell down his cheek I can see he is broken but I had hurt him wait he had hurt me more. What if im the reason why he is broken? im the one who left him but he is the one who caused all the pain,he is the one who lied to me,he is the one who got rid of my happiness but my mama always said that sometime in life you have to forgive those who hurt you even if they never realised it.

''Issy I forgive you.'' I smiled at him but tears wanted to fall down but itstime for me to be strong, I will show Isaac that I am strong and he wont take my strenth away. ''By the way Ange I saw Carlos hand you a note what did it say?''he asked

''Oh the note it was just from my brother Leo and you don't need to know that.'' i got up from my seat but of course Isaac out me over his shoulder ''PUT ME DOWN YOU FOOL PEOPLE ARE WATCHING US.'' ''So let them see you.'' he replied we walked out the restraunt and into his car and drove off ''where are we going?'' ''To the estate.''

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