I'm too used to it now
We go all the way to the end every time
This is not happiness
This is not love
Whatever you want to do I have to cater to you
Because I'm understanding
I'm sure things will go smoothly
as long as I keep quiet
I don't ask for much
I don't expect much either
(It's just that) I'm afraid it'll end
I'm afraid I'll lose you
Do I seem easy to you?
Do my concerns burden you?
We must've changed too much
"(y/n)" panggil seseorang
Dia..
Hyunjae.."Why?"
"Just want to called your name" katanya, dia membuat rambutmu berantakan lalu pergi begitu saja
We used to be close like toast and butter
Closer than close Then it turned cold
It's silent around us
It's at the peak of being cold
We're angry and yelling at each other
"Lee (y/n)!" saudara kembarmu, Lee Juyeon memanggilmu
Dia berlari mendekatimu"Aku ada eskul basket sore ini, kamu pulang sendiri nggak papa kan?" katanya sambil cengengesan
Bibirmu membentuk huruf O tanpa suara dan langsung pulang pake sepeda
Entah kenapa kali ini kamu terasa malas mengendarai sepedamu
Kamu hanya menuntunnya sembari bersenandung mengurangi kekesalan entah karena apaWaves are hitting the peak
You kneel down again nonchalantly
You don't mean it, but I accept your apology and hug you
Things get better for a while but that day comes again
When that day comes, my heart drops
"I want listen another song but this song make me feels like im lonely and thats right im lonely :(" gumammu
Tanganmu bergerak untuk mengganti lagu lain dengan lagu boyband kesukaan temanmu, Mei
Kamu menyanyikan bagian yang kamu mengerti sajaI know that it's too late
I knew that you'd turn away from me
I know you'll think I'm ridiculous
But I just wanna be with you for one day
I was a fool too
I didn't know how hard it was for you
I was selfish and I didn't understand you, sorry
I regret so much
I thought it'd be better to let you go
I wasn't confident to make you happy
I tried to turn away
I treated you coldly
But I didn't mean it
Langkah kakimu terhenti
Didepanmu.. ah tidak, kamu berhenti karena melihat sesosok laki laki yang kamu rindukan padahal kalian hampir setiap hari bertemu di sekolah
Dia berada didepan, jaraknya cukup dekat dari tempatmu berada saat iniDia..
Hyunjae"Pulang sendiri?" tanyanya sembari tersenyum
Manis, pikirmu
Kamu hanya mengangguk dan melanjutkan perjalanan menuju rumah
"Punya sepeda tuh jangan dituntun aja.. Sini naik, aku yang boncengin kamu duduk dibelakang sana, pegangan yang erat biar nggak jatuh" entah kenapa hari ini Hyunjae cerewet sekali
"Hyuniie jangan ngebut! Aku takut jatuh nanti" katamu merengek
"I'm so happy today.." katanya tiba tiba
"Why?" tanyamu bingung
"Because I'm still can with you after we are broke"
"Kamu mau kita musuhan cuma karna udah putus?"
"Ya nggak lah"
"Ya udah sih"
"Tapi.. (y/n)"
"Apa?"
"Balikan yuk"
"Aku nggak pernah ngerasa kita pernah putus, Hyun"
fin
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