Imagine: THE BOYZ

Hyunjae: We

I'm too used to it now

We go all the way to the end every time

This is not happiness

This is not love

Whatever you want to do I have to cater to you

Because I'm understanding

I'm sure things will go smoothly

as long as I keep quiet

I don't ask for much

I don't expect much either

(It's just that) I'm afraid it'll end

I'm afraid I'll lose you

Do I seem easy to you?

Do my concerns burden you?

We must've changed too much

"(y/n)" panggil seseorang
Dia..
Hyunjae..

"Why?"

"Just want to called your name" katanya, dia membuat rambutmu berantakan lalu pergi begitu saja

We used to be close like toast and butter

Closer than close Then it turned cold

It's silent around us

It's at the peak of being cold

We're angry and yelling at each other

"Lee (y/n)!" saudara kembarmu, Lee Juyeon memanggilmu
Dia berlari mendekatimu

"Aku ada eskul basket sore ini, kamu pulang sendiri nggak papa kan?" katanya sambil cengengesan

Bibirmu membentuk huruf O tanpa suara dan langsung pulang pake sepeda

Entah kenapa kali ini kamu terasa malas mengendarai sepedamu
Kamu hanya menuntunnya sembari bersenandung mengurangi kekesalan entah karena apa

Waves are hitting the peak

You kneel down again nonchalantly

You don't mean it, but I accept your apology and hug you

Things get better for a while but that day comes again

When that day comes, my heart drops

"I want listen another song but this song make me feels like im lonely and thats right im lonely :(" gumammu

Tanganmu bergerak untuk mengganti lagu lain dengan lagu boyband kesukaan temanmu, Mei
Kamu menyanyikan bagian yang kamu mengerti saja

I know that it's too late

I knew that you'd turn away from me

I know you'll think I'm ridiculous

But I just wanna be with you for one day

I was a fool too

I didn't know how hard it was for you

I was selfish and I didn't understand you, sorry

I regret so much

I thought it'd be better to let you go

I wasn't confident to make you happy

I tried to turn away

I treated you coldly

But I didn't mean it

Langkah kakimu terhenti
Didepanmu.. ah tidak, kamu berhenti karena melihat sesosok laki laki yang kamu rindukan padahal kalian hampir setiap hari bertemu di sekolah
Dia berada didepan, jaraknya cukup dekat dari tempatmu berada saat ini

Dia..
Hyunjae

"Pulang sendiri?" tanyanya sembari tersenyum

Manis, pikirmu

Kamu hanya mengangguk dan melanjutkan perjalanan menuju rumah

"Punya sepeda tuh jangan dituntun aja.. Sini naik, aku yang boncengin kamu duduk dibelakang sana, pegangan yang erat biar nggak jatuh" entah kenapa hari ini Hyunjae cerewet sekali

"Hyuniie jangan ngebut! Aku takut jatuh nanti" katamu merengek

"I'm so happy today.." katanya tiba tiba

"Why?" tanyamu bingung

"Because I'm still can with you after we are broke"

"Kamu mau kita musuhan cuma karna udah putus?"

"Ya nggak lah"

"Ya udah sih"

"Tapi.. (y/n)"

"Apa?"

"Balikan yuk"

"Aku nggak pernah ngerasa kita pernah putus, Hyun"

fin