20th October 2002
Dear secret admirer,
I'm sorry to say but I do indeed have a 'crush' and you remind me so much of her. She's charming, sweet, funny, kind and so, so smart. I do believe I wouldn't do her justice if I tried to describe her to you. She's an angel I swear, she came from the Gods themselves.
I also apologise for my behaviour towards you and your friends, I can understand why they may not like me. There is no excuse for my actions though perhaps an explanation will help? My father raised me with many beliefs, all of which I have come to disagree with, he was a hateful man towards others he believed to be below him and he instilled in me the same ideas. I'm getting better with those thoughts, though sometimes i struggle, but I cant show anyone else that now that HE has returned.
I can understand your unwillingness to tell me your name and I will be here if and when you decide to share yourself with me.
Yours D.M.
