The unexpected

Dreams

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Ps chapter 2 and 3 where 1 chapter but I splitted it 💋
Clary's dream
I was sitting in the grass looking up the sky when two strong hands were wrapped behind me.
"Enjoying yourself huh?" I heard the voice say in a teasing way. I leaned against that person and giggled.
"Yeah pretty much." I said while locking our fingers together. I felt so safe, I felt as if I was home.
"Good." He whispers in my ear which send me chills up and down my spine. I look up at the person and smile. His raven black hair, his dark blue eyes. We lean closer and all of sudden ...
I shot up. I was breathing hard as if I was running out of air. No this can't be happening! Did I just dream about ... Alec??? No this can't be true. Okay yeah I had a tiny crush on him when we first met. I mean who wouldn't fall for him? He is so strong, protective and handsome. But he hated me for some reason and I moved on. I was all happy until Valentine had to ruin it! God I just have to stop thinking about it. It must have been nothing, right? I look at the clock and see it's 8 p.m. I was pretty hungry and since the cafeteria was closed I decided to get some food. I was in the dinner when I saw Alec walk past me. When I shake my head I realized it wasn't Alec at all. I don't know why but I felt disappointed. This has to stop right now. It's making me crazy. It's probably just guilt nothing more, nothing less. I quickly finish my dinner and go back to the Academy. I can't be here anymore, but even on the way back everywhere I look I see Alec. God no this can't be right? I can't have feelings for Alec. Again. No it is probably guilt for slapping him. I got to my dorm and quickly changed into my PJ's. I don't have a roommate which I am thankful for because now I have more place for my art. I do miss Izzy though. I mean we were going to become parabatai. I miss her advice on clothes and make-up even though I never felt comfortable in her clothes. I also miss Simon, my best friend. I miss being able to complain about everything with him. I miss my mom, I just got her back and now I left. How would they feel once they found out I left? Well Alec would be thrilled, I mean one less problem for him right. I just can't return there. Not now, I am only making it worse. I should stay away as long the war goes on. I would probably let my emotions lead me which could be the death of us. Maybe after the war I'm going back. Maybe. Was Alec right? That emotions are a distraction? No! Why am I thinking this? I never listened to him before, so why would I believe anything he says now? All those thoughts exhausted me so I drifted off to sleep.
Clary's Dream
I was running around the institute everything was destroyed and burned. My mom had called me that they were attacked by Valentine and when her line died I ran to the institute as fast as I could.
"Mom??" I screamed.
"Someone? Please where is everyone??" I screamed again. Tears were running down my face.
"Izzy? Alec? Luke?" I said while running to my room. I ran to my room and what I saw there broke my heart. Alec was laying on the floor with a sword dug in him, while he held onto a sweater. Wait is that mine.
"Alec?" I said my voice was just above a whisper. I was afraid to approach him but I had to. He slightly opened his eyes and was shocked.
"Clary?" His voice soar as if he was using all his strength to talk.
"Am I dead? Am I in heaven?" He continued.
"No you are not, and you won't. I won't let that happen." I said while crying, I brushed his cheek and he leaned into it.
"Hey don't cry. Shhhhh it'll be okay. You'll be fine." He said while brushing my cheek now. He started coughing while doing so he coughed some blood.
"What about you?" I asked.
"I don't know but I'll be good in heaven now that I saw you. I will be perfect there if you forgive me for what I said to you."
"No. No I won't forgive you." I said. He looked me with shocked eyes.
"I am not forgiving you because you'll survive." I said while pulling out my stele. I was about to pull the sword out of his chest when he grabbed my hand.
"Don't" He said.
"I can't let you die Alec. Please let me do this."
"No, I have escaped death more than enough times. I just need you to know when we first met I liked you but I saw that you and Jace were interested in each other so I backed off and started acting cruel towards you. I need you to know that I love you." With that he pulled my head down and kissed me. I kissed back and it felt so good. He tasted like vanilla but also like blood. When I pulled away he smiled at me.
"I love you too Alec. I liked YOU when I first met you guys. But you were so cruel towards me so I moved on."
"that's okay. I gave you all the reasons to." He said while coughing blood again.
"Don't you dare to die Alec. Don't you dare."
"Look at me. I want you to be happy. I want you to move on and be happy."
"I can't! I love you and only you. If you leave me I'll never be happy again. Please don't leave me."
"You are such a loving person. You'll learn to love again." He said while smiling weakly at me. I grabbed his hand and squeezed it.
"I can't Alec. I really can't. Don't you dare to die on me Lightwood." He chuckled at this.
"Please Alec, let me heal you. I can't live without you. I want to live with you, grow old with you. Please Alec, please. Don't do this." His eyes softened at this and smiled.
"I love you Clary Fairchild. Now you have to go and make sure you'll be safe. You have to live. You have a whole life in front of you."
"So do you Alec. A life with me. Please let me heal you. I am not leaving this place without you Alec. So if that means I'll have to stay here until I die, that'll be it."
"Why do you always have to be so stubborn Clary. That is crazy."
"No it's not. You not letting me heal you is crazy."
"Please Clary. It's not safe here. I couldn't live with myself if something happened to you."
"Yeah well if you won't let me heal you, you won't be living very long anymore. So you wouldn't have to worry about what happens." I said. I was angry because he didn't let me save him. But I was also sad because I don't want to lose him. Not now, not ever. I saw that there was sadness in his eyes. But his eyes started closing. NO NO NO!
"Alec, please stay awake. Don't you dare to close your eyes. I love you Alec Lightwood with all my heart, please don't leave me." I said while crying.
He opened his eyes just a little to look at me.
"I love you to Clary. Always have, always will." With that his eyes closed and his heartbeat stopped.
"NOOOOO! ALEC NOOO PLEASE!" I screamed. I grabbed his chest and cried into it.
"NO PLEASE COME BACK!"
With that I shot awake. I was crying. It was just a bad dream. But then why did it feel so real. It didn't feel like a dream but like a vision. No that can't be. It's impossible.
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-A.