Out of the dark

the kiss

next morning-

i tryed forgetting what happend but i couldn't it was the best kiss i've ever had he kissed me so gently movin his lips into mine it was amazing  but no i cant he would dump me if he knew i had cancer

'jolie are you awake' mom says

'coming'i say

i took a shower  drying my hair and then had some breakfast i decided to open the twitter

'honey you've got a visitor ' mom says

what who would be visiting me in this time of the day oh no zayn no no this would be hard to explain

' shit ' i say whispering

'coming ' i say coming down stairs

'you have a lovely house her misss helen'  i hear zayns voice

'hi ' i say

'what happend yestrday jolie' he says

confused

'well jolie i have work so i better get going ' mom says inturpting us

'okay bye i say' i say

'jolie wont you answer '

'i cant'

'what do you mean jolie '

'you dont like me '

'why would you say that '

'becaus of can... cancer ' i say whispering

'which cancer '

''leukemia cancer''

'what is leukemia cancer ''

'people with leukemia may  easly bleed bursed excessvely,the side effects weight loss,blasts , it may hury my nervous system ,  it can occure uncommen and neurdogical symprom like a coma,sezvers,migranes like a realy hard headache ' 

'it doesnt matter to me of you had cancer , ilove you and i dont care i would bevereave you ever'

he says  putting his hand on top of mine

'zayn'

'what'

'kiss me '

he leans over for a kiss putting his hand on my cheeks finaly our lips crashed together making this  looks so perfect he faught fora pass through by his tounge i let him get in  some how i wanted to stay like this forever finaly i pull away  and looke in his eyes ' i love you ' i say 'i love you more ' he says giving me a small kiss

' are you free today '

'yes,why '

' i want to go on a date with you '

'oh realy sure pick me up at 5:15 '

'i have to go ,now wear somthing sexy' he says while waving

i close the door making a  victory dance

my phone rings s i pick it up

'honey i will stay at grandma's , i called magen to take care of you' she say 

''okay ,mom bye ''

'okag by the way that guy who came at the morning was so hot ''

'mom, stop it '

' okay bye jolie '

the line goes deid my going up stairs  not finding any thing to wear at that date so i told  magen  to bring me a dress while she is coming she said sure and then she came we decided to play just dance  on wii.and had lunch it was 4:08

'so how is it going between you and zayn' she says while eating her ice cream

'well we ki... we kiss.. we kissed ' i say whispering

' what the fuck, why didnt you tell me jolie ' she saus looking so exited

'well ..... iam not gonna do it again ' i say and she nodes