Anima vesta

If you had asked me

If you'd ask me how I was doing I'd had said I was fine and laughed saying lol why
But deep down I'm was not fine I was searching for shore an escape from what I'd called life
Sometimes I would wanna stop searching and let the waves of depression engulf me
The feeling where you have no control over it where the people you feel understand you don't get you in the slightest
Everyone had their demons but some didn't have it as bad as others let them see
Besides ...
Nobody ever finds what's lost in sea nobody ever tries find it , that's the same way they could all see me drowning but this time there's no water but at least nobody tried to find me cause if I died today

Would you had noticed without the school having a 10 minute assembly ?

This is the story of a friendship that could never be saved,a timeline of the events from past and present of the lives of Rainbow and jahseh and the only person who came saw but didn't conquer.

If you ever feel like you're sinking and need help please ask for it and I know people will constantly say this but it's true and I know you've probably done test on the internet to see if it's true but no little problem is ignorable please if you have even the slightest doubt that something's wrong
Call 116 123
United Kingdom's
Website
http://www.samaritans.org/
Remember suicide is never an option or escape route ☺️