Misunderstanding || pjm×jjk

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I've been lazy and haven't updated this in a while ;;
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Jimin and Yoongi were at the park. It was a nice day and Jimin thought it would be a good idea to go to the park.

Going to the park helped Jimin get his mind off of Jungkook. The beautiful scenery, the sound of birds chirping, kids happily running around.

The one thing that triggered the thought of Jungkook in Jimin's mind was when he saw other couples, loving one another, hugging eachother. When he saw that he would think about Jungkook, how things would have been if they didn't break up, if they still kept in touch.

Jimin's POV
I sighed.

"What's wrong baby?" Yoongi tilted his head.

"Nothing... " lies.

"I can tell when there is something going on. Just tell me, I'll listen. " he caressed my hand that was playing with my shirt.

"But you won't-"

"I know it's about Jungkook. Just fess-up, you always think of him anyways."

"I'll listen whatever it is you will say. " he cut me off.

I don't want to hurt him... Should I tell him? Maybe he already knows. It's been obvious all these years we've dated. Is that why he never tried to approach me with skin ship?

Jungkook's POV
I hate myself. Why couldn't I just have forgiven him. He cheated on me. That's just the thing I can't get over. I just keep talking about it, as an excuse to avoid any other emotions that may bubble up inside me.

Jimin's POV
I didn't want to hurt him... He's so kind, he cares for me so much. I feel so selfish for using him to my advantage. I wanted to show Jungkook I was strong. That I could handle things like a man. Maybe that was the reason why he broke up with me. I wasn't strong enough not just physically but mentally as well.

I just couldn't give my whole heart to Yoongi, that space in my heart was given to Jungkook. I did care for Yoongi very much, but not to the point where he could be mine forever.

After a few minutes of debating I confessed. I couldn't delay it any longer, it would just hurt him more. This will probably end our relationship, but I cant- not any more.  I don't want to hurt him anymore.

"Y-Yoongi... The thing is...  I-" I hesitate my words.

"You don't have feelings for me? You still love Jungkook. Right?" he did know already.

"Right?" he wanted confirmation.

"Yes. " My voice fell, it was barley audible.

He sighed I could see his eyes shifting downward along with his head. I could see the sadness in his eyes, I could see how much I hurt him. I could see how selfish I was with him. I could see how much of a monster I was.

"I'm a monster right? I'm a horrible person. You should hate me. I deserve to be hated. " I just wanted to cry.

"No you're not. " he blurted suddenly lifting his head up.