August 3rd 2017 Thursday

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Right now it's 12:33 am so my say has not really started yet.

Thank god I have OK eye sight because if I had bad eye sight my eyes would be MESSED UP.

On Tuesday it was the last day of summer school.

I'm already thinking of a Halloween costume IN AUGUST for thinking out loud.

I gonna be honest when I say I don't know what to write about but here are a few things...

Favorite songs:
Too little too late- JOJO
If you only knew- Jade Alleyne
I don't belong to you- keke Palmer
Should've been us- Tori Kelly
Find your love- drake
How you gonna- Sydney Renae
Did you mean it- Sydney Renae

Family:
It's OK almost just that my great grandma or grandma is sick.

Mental Health:
It's not normal but it's not abnormal if I see a picture either with too many colors or something's wrong about it like the frame or if there is a pattern but it guess off track a little hit

I will literally scream at the picture and day YUP HAD ONE JOB , WELL AT LEAST 10 JOBS.

I like to keep thing straight best and almost not messy in any way which is weird because I never did that before.

Also if I do something or don't to something for example first step weren't the left foot

I would think something bad was gonna happen.

I also avoid odd numbers and the color yellow.

Dislikes:
Artificial (aka yellow) lighting
Messy rooms or things

Gender:
I still think I'm Zie, when someone is asking me questions about this it's sort of hard to explain it. It's like im going insane trying to explain how I feel like I'm Zie.

Self worth staus:
It's low

The reasons why is because I lost a few friends that I thought were true friends but in reality they were fake all along.

I'm just wondering about how many time they gave me compliments and said they meant them but in my head they were all lies.

Zodiac sign discussion:
It's weird because I'm a Taurus but I feel like a mix of Gemini, Taurus, And Leo.

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