Take This To Your Grave

Chap 4: Should I Tell Her? Or Should I Not?

Naomi's Pov

I was laying down in bed, and I was sad I wanted to tell Samantha the truth but I couldn't. She doesn't deserve her heart to be broken I mean I love her too much and I want to marry her but this cheating this is scaring the shit out of me. I was cuddling up in the blankets and then I herd her walking towards the door, she opened the door and smiled "Hey babe, are you okay?" She asked me and I frowned "No, it's just I'm really depressed a lot". She smiled and got on the bed "Want me to cuddle with you?" She said and I shook my head "Maybe to help me". She got under the sheets and smiled "Alright babe, cuddle up with mommy" she said and I blushed. I grabbed her hands and smiled "Damn, your amazing" I said and she blushed.

We made out and she grabbed my butt "Are you okay? You haven't been yourself since the hotel" She asked and I shrugged "I understand, but it's just something that I need to tell you" I said and she smiled "what is it?" She asked and I looked at my sweatshirt sleeves, "I- I love you" I said and she smiled "Thanks babe, I love you too".

Everything was calming and then she looked at me "Wanna have some fun?" He asked and I looked at her "Fun? What type of fun?" I asked and then she pulled something up from under the sheets "A vibrating sex toy?" I had and she smiled "I got it cause I thought it would be a new pleasure?" She stated and I laughed "Well maybe we should?"   She smiled and then slowly toke off my pants, she slowly put it in and turned it on. I put my head back and started moaning then all the sudden I started having flashbacks.

He laid me down on the bed and started slowly taking off my prom dress, "are you sure you wanna do this?" He asked and I smiled a little "Yes, your my best friend I want you to be my first" I said and he smiled "Me? Instead of Frank?" "Yes you, because I fucking love you!" I said.

I gasped with the vibrator still inside of me "Shit" I moaned and  she looked at me "are you okay?" She asked and I looked at her "I had a imagine, of my ex the night we had sex. When he took my virginity" I said and she was surprised "Oh, is he the one that made you bisexual?" She asked and I shook my head "Yeah, I-I got pregnant" I said and she froze "Really? What happened to the baby?" She asked and I froze "I gave it up, for adoption" I said and she was still surprised "Oh, did you? Well that's-" she looked at me and then laid on her back "Naomi why haven't you told me this when we started dating?" She asked "I thought you wouldn't forgive me" I said "Not forgive you? Naomi I fucking love you".

When she said that, I herd a familiar voice in my head

"I fucking love you Naomi, no one deserves you but me!"

I gasped again and then Samantha looked at me "What the hell happened now?" She asked and I looked at her "my ex, you'll probably not believe me but he wasn't a very good man" but then all the sudden I herd a knock at my front door, I got up and walked towards the door "Stay here babe, I gotta see who's here" I said, I opened the door and saw someone I would have never see in millions of years "Hey, you left your phone at the hotel" he said and I froze "Dahv-Dahvie, what are you doing- what are you doing here?" I asked and he smirked "Oh come on, your over excited about seeing me aren't you?" I got in the hall and shut the door "Why are you here?" I said and he smirked "I'm here to visit my baby" he said and I pushed him away "I'm in love Dahvie, I have a girlfriend" I said "Well you sure did like it, when I put it in your ass" he said and I looked at him "That was prom, we were stoned in love Dahvie" "I'm talking about the hotel"...