A second chance

Okay John I will

Katy's P.O.V
I sat down on Johns sofa and looked at John who was shaking and crying at the very end of the sofa . I scooted closer and put my arm round his body ,I don't particularly like him but I still love him.
"K-K-Katy I-I-I'm so so sorry for what I d-d-done," he said through sniffles into my hair .
"What , are you serious, John you fucking cheated on me you can't just say sorry and everything will be okay !" I was now screaming at him. I shoved him in the chest so he knew to move over and he did.
"Katy I know I can't just say sorry and play happy family's but ... I'm very very sorry please you don't understand I-I-I haven't been the same since we broke up I haven't eaten I haven't been sleeping in days and and and I haven't answered my phone to anyone except ... You ,Katy I wish you could know happy I was to see that you text me and said you were coming over . That gave me an excuse to throw away all of the bear bottles and drugs I even cleaned up, Katy I haven't done that in months ,and and that hug was the best 30 seconds of my life since we broke up. I know you have probably moved on and are happy, but I'm not Katy I'm really not. I-I-I miss you so so so much. I just ask for forgiveness , even if you have moved on, at lest I get to die knowing you didn't entirely hate me." Tears now filled my eyes , I have no idea what to say I'm speechless.
"John I-I-I really don't know what to say, I'll be honest I miss you loads and I would love to go back to what we were but I don't think we can after what you done. And no I haven't moved on and I'm still not happy without you. John I still love you I really do but I just ... It doesn't matter." I said
"Katy everything you say matters , please tell me what yo were going to say," he said looking at me with the most sympathetic eyes.
"John look I would love to get back with you but I just can't because I don't know if you would break my heart and do it again."
"Katy look at me,"he said as he lifted up my chin to look at him . "I love you and I promise with my life I would never do it again, please just give me another chance ... Please,'
"Okay John I will," as soon as I said that his face lit up and he embraced me in a hug, my favorite type of hugs the long meaning full ones not just a quick Friendly hug.

Okay so what do you guys think there back together. Remember leave comments so I know if I've made a mistake or if you have any ideas for the next chapter