yes I am a cutter, I have no regrets to my cuts. I love them. they make me who I am today. I feel safe with them. each cut has a story. I have no friends that I see where I live. cuts are my only true friends that wont ever leave me like the rest of my old "friends". sadly I meet people online to find someone sorta like me but it hasn't happened,. I cry at night because I hate being alone. I cut to make myself feel alive again. I hate who I am. my family is always disappointed in me if they find one cut or if I cry. I dont feel loved or wanted from my family. my therapist is the only one that is keeping me alive and my dogs. my brother and sister absolutely hate me they've bullied me my whole life. some people get bullied at school and I only did in my freshman year, I got/get bullied by the people who I'm suppose to go home and feel safe with but I dont, I hate them, they make me want to end my life sometimes. especially my sister...... I don't have the worst life so why should I be complaining? but everyone is different my therapist tells me. I love my therapist so much more then my mom..... I feel safe with my therapist. she doesn't judge me like my family she is there for me when no one else is.
-Sociallyawkward....
