Me: Nicole Williams
Date: August 29, 2017
Time: 5:39pm
Location: The Hospital
Cause: Suicide
Well before I can tell you what happened, let's start all the way from the beginning, which is my first day to a new school.
I enter class, and rushed to a available seat. "Um, excuse me ma'am". A voice interupt, as I was on my way to a seat. I turned around, slowly, "yes", I said slowly pushing up my thick black glasses. "May I help you", he said. I gave him the note a lady in the office wrote for him to read. He reached in his pocket and pulled out his glasses to read the note. "So your name is Nicole". " yes, sir". I said. He reaches out his hand to shake my hand. I looked at his hand, his hands were big, very heavy, and had large bumps on them that looked like worts. "Ew gross". I said out loud snatching away my hand, but it seemed as if he didn't want to let go. I finally snatched my hand away and felled on the floor. "Excuses me". he said getting up off his desk. "um I'm sorry". I said getting up off the floor. "Nice to meet you I'm Nicole I didn't get your name". "It's Mr. Doris". He said with this very unpleasant look on his face. "I'm sorry". I said looking unsure. I turned around and headed back to my seat feeling guilty about the worts on his hands. "But they were there", I told my self. I looked up at Mr. Doris " Ew", I thought to myself. He was slunched over with these big bags under his eyes. I squinched my eyes to get a closer view, and "bam". There it was a Zit or another wort with hair on it "eww", I said to myself closing my eyes sitting back in my seat. "psssst, psssssst", someone said trying to get my attention. I turned my head. It was this skinny poor looking black girl with a tatoo that said, "Ride or Die", on her left arm. "yes", I said giving her this, what are you doing are you crazy look. I couldn't stand when people would talk to me when I didn't know them.
My thought: If I dont know you don't speak.
"I'm Erica, Erica Willis". She said, smiling like I was some kind of famous, and soon as she opened her mouth my eyes shot at her teeth. "you need braces", I wanted to tell her, but I said nothing. I whispered back, "I'm Nicole Williams", I told her. She gave me the thumbs up like I did a good job, and before you knew it the bell rung. I grabed my stuff and walked out the class. "Hold on", Someone snatched my arm as I was about to leave class. I turned around and it was Erica. "oh hey", I said like she was my friend or something, but even I knew I never had friends since first grade.
My thought: There trouble makers.
and that is one hundred percent true. "Wanna be friends", she asked me and Bam I seen that coming like a bullet sliding across my face. "um sure", I said hesitating. I thought to myself repeating the words my mom said before she had a stroke. "Friends are nothing but trouble".
I loved my mom, she was always there for me until she became sick. The doctor said she had a blood clot in her leg. Ever since then she wasn't able to do anything, but lie in her bed not saying one word or moving as if she was already dead. I didn't want her to die in the hospital. I wanted her home, were she raised me. I got off the bus and rushed home. I unlocked the door and shut the door behind me. I slowly walked in my moms room, she was there lying down in silence. I sat on the stool next to her bed. "Mom, today is my last month of school, today was a good day I guest, same ole' day as usual". I grabed her hand, "oh mama". I couldn't stand to see her like this, unhealthy and stairing off into space. I stood up and went unto the living room and sat down. There it was my dad and now my mom. Except my dad died from Carbon Monoxide. He was smoking in the car and next thing you know we was gone. When my mom die I will have no one. Well it's too late for that my mom can't even talk to me, but I know she can hear me because sometimes she cry's and the tears run down her face, but I always leave the room because I can't watch. I picked up my dad's Obituary off the living room table. He died June 17, 2013. Five years ago. I layed down on the couch and felled to sleep.
