the heart wants what it wants ~in a heartbeat animated short film~

chapter one

Sherwin's p.o.v

I was walking to school feeling a bit nervous. I don't like to have to be around people because I have social anxiety. I am the kid that will not be known to existing. I walked to the entrance of the school and took a deep breath to calm my mind. I walked up the stairs and to the door. I went inside and saw that everyone was going to there classes. I started to make my way to my class while people kept on shoving and pushing me. I finally got to my class and it seems that I was the first one there. I took a seat in front of the teachers desk and started to doodle in my personal notebook. I was so distracted that I didn't notice the teacher came in. "Hello there, you must be sherwin" said the teacher as she smiled at me. "Ye-yeah I'm Sherwin" I said to her as I closed my personal notebook. "It seems that you are here early, why is that?" Asked the teacher. "I just wanted to get to my class" I said to her. She just smiled at me and sat at her desk. After about 10 minutes offer students started to enter the class. I was basically the onlyone who chosen to set in the front. I just decided to start doodling again until I felt something hit my head. I turned around and saw a group of boys laughing while looking at me. I turned around and ignored them until the teacher called for are attention. "Hello everyone, I'm ms. Brooke and I will be your homeroom teacher" said ms. Brooke as she stood up. "Now I want all of you to introduce yourself and tell something about yourselves" she said. Everyone started to introduce themselves until it was my turn. "H-hi, my name is Sherwin a-and one thing ab-about me is that I ha-have social anxiety" I said as I felt eyes on me. I sat back down and looked at ms. Brooke. She then started to teach the class about how everyone is equal no madder what they do. Eventually it was lunch and I walked in and took a table that was in the corner. I started to doodle some pictures until my notebook was snatched out of my hands. I looked up and saw the boys from earlier in the class with my notebook. "Sup Sherwin, want your notebook back?" Asked Braden as he dangled it above his head. I try to reach for it, but was pushed down by one of the other boys. "Aww is little anxiety boy gonna cry?" Asked Braden as they were laughing. I felt my eyes start to water up and looked down. "Hey cut it out!" Yelled someone as I looked up. I saw a girl who was taller than me grabbing my notebook and handed it over to me. The boys left and I looked at the girl. "Hi I'm Samantha, what's yours?" Asked the girl as she sat at the table. "Hi, i-I'm Sherwin" I said to her as I sat down my notebook. I was about to say something but the bell ranged so she had to leave. I walked to my next class and did the same thing as before until it was the end of the day. I walked out of the school and started to walk to my home. As I was walking I saw Samantha enter a housethat was only a couple houses away from mine. I walked into my home and went to my room. I sat my stuff down on my desk and started to do my homeroom homework. It was to tell the teacher a secret on a piece of paper that no one else knows so she can get to know us better, but she said we have the option to do it. I started to write on a piece of paper telling my biggest secret that my teacher will only know right now. It was that I'm.......gay.

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I hope you liked the first part and I can't wait to continue writing this. I loved the video when I watched it and thought about writing a book on here about it, anyways again I hope you liked it.

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