Slave to Sensations

Prologue

Looking in the mirror I see a strong girl

Beautiful even

That's me

I'm strong from all the obstacles life has thrown at me

Even when I wanted to give it all up , to press the trigger or just jump

I know what your thinking

I've never been suicidal , just hurt

So I should probably start off with my life and what's been happening for the past sixteen years

I've been bullied and hurt , teased and made fun of

But not anymore , I may still be a measly little dweeb

But I'm capable of taking care of myself

Even in my nightmares

Anyway my family consist of two people my sister Idalis and my mother June

I love my mom to death. She was one of the reason I survived. To be honest I think part of the reason she moved here was me because I was getting bullied and because we would have no other chance to leave. We had no money she was unemployed and all the money we had was given to us from the state because my father had died.

We moved from a small town in Virginia to a big city in California.

We weren't rich by a long shot and I guess we still aren't but Jorge is. My mom entered a relationship with this guy named Jorge. He's rich , smart and successful but I guess he's alright.

This is why we're moving , their in a relationship and he wants her in his life not all the way across the world.

So as ironic as this is I'm going to be a new life. I'm going to have a new sister and brother.

This should be interesting.

I hope they don't think I'm weird at this school and I hope that I finally have some chance to be a normal teenage girl.