See you in hell

Friday

"You know I love you but everything feels different. You don't seem like you want to be with me anymore, it's like I'm a nuisance to you or something. We've been together for a long time Kaitlin, I think I need a break from this, so you can sort yourself out."

"Sort myself out? What the f*ck are you on about Jamie?! I'm acting how I've always acted, the only thing that has changed is you seem to not give a shit anymore! You always blow me off, you never wanna meet up unless your parents have p¡ssed off out of town and you're feeling lonely!" I explode down the phone, more confused than I've ever been. How did we end up here?

"Fine! Maybe you're right and I just don't feel it anymore Kait!" He yells at me, his patience running thin.

"Wow. After a whole two years, it comes down to this? You're getting bored of me." I whisper, my eyes glazing over. "I can't believe you Jamie, the only one that has changed is you."

I hear him sigh down the phone, he's openly frustrated. "I'm sorry kai (pronounced Kay), can't help how I feel. The spark just isn't there anymore."

"That, I can understand. But you've called me to break up with me over the phone. Over the phone. After two years. Didn't I deserve this face to face?" I ask Jamie, the tears slowly falling down my face.

"You did. I'm sorry - I couldn't bear doing it face to face." He sounded sincere.

"Okay well... It was fun while it lasted. I guess I'll see you around." And with that I hung up, tears streaming down my face. So he slept with me on Sunday and decided by Friday to break up with me? I didn't know what to feel but I was hurt, very hurt. I genuinely thought we were together forever. What a childish thought.

I dial Amy's number, I need to vent.

An hour later, I'm done crying and screaming and complaining to Amy and we're looking at solutions. I'm not an idiot so I know you can't force someone to love you, but me and Amy decided the one thing we could do to get back at him was to make him lust over me. This shouldn't be hard.

"Will he be at James' party tonight?"

"He should be, yeah." I reply, knowing where this is going. "Let me guess, you either want me to dress super sexy orrrr, you want me to hook up with a different guy."

"Why not both Kaitlin?" Amy suggests, giggling.

"I'll do my best" I laugh. Tonight, I will try my best to get over Jamie. He doesn't deserve my loyalty, not if he can get bored of me so easily. "When does the party start?"

"I believe it's nine until whenever everyone goes home."

I look at the clock on my wall, 8pm already. "Wanna come over and help me choose an outfit? It'd make me feel better to give you a makeover too" I suggest, starting to feel better already.

"Already on my way." The line goes dead and I walk to the bathroom, washing off my smudged makeup.

I smile at my natural reflection. "He won't know what's hit him. Losing me will be the worst decision he's ever made."

(Sorry this is such a short chapter - food was calling then I got busy annoying my brother. Photo at beginning of chapter is Amy's look for the party that Kaitlin put together)