I started to head back to my flat. Walking down the not so busy street. I started thinking more and more about my feelings towards him. I knew I just met him and I knew it was just coming on so fast. But it was just something about him that just makes you fall into this trance of desperation and lust. It has like the hold on me that I can't get rid of. I wonder if he's like that to most girls he knows. But just something about him kinda makes you think twice about him. Anyways not realising I was already at my flat just standing in front of the door looking like an idiot on coke or something. I snap myself out of my thoughts and open the door. Throwing my keys in the bowl and sitting on the couch running my hands through my hair wandering back into my thoughts once again.
