One day...
...I will look at you and feel nothing...
Nash keeps staring at the pictures of Kuroko Tedsuya, who is a basketball player from Japan, since an hour ago.
Actually, he stares at them every time he sees.
It's been 3 months since he visited Japan, as the name of the captain of Jabberwock.
All those times, those moments when he was there. He couldn't get Kuroko out of his mine. He will never know why he gets this feeling. But one thing he knows is this feeling is the truth and absolutely real one.
He wants Kuroko by his side.
Every day, everywhere and every time
He extremely wants that.
But then he had to go back to America with team's losing. He could say that in his entire life, he has never been this hurt before. He hurts because he loses is less than he hurts because of the distance.
Anyway, Nash used to contact the generation of miracle once because someone did something to his phone. It might be Jason. Eventually both Vorpal sword and Jabberwock are in the same Line group.
And that is the beginning of everything.
Akashi talked to him first when the rest of them didn't
The first time when Nash saw the messages, he just pretended he didn't see anything. And he would keep ignoring them if he didn't see the other one from...
Kuroko, the phantom sixth man
He didn't give up immediately, but he already lost half of his pride naturally.
Since then, the messages from Kuroko come out of nowhere.
In his inbox only...
He knows himself when he falls in love.
He even remembers the date and month
But he never told anyone except Jason
I put you in that Line because I just want to bully you. But now It doesn't seem like that, does it?
But Nash doesn't think he loves Kuroko when he's in the same group. He thinks it's long before. When he met those eyes, touch the other's hair and heard his own heart beat full of sorrow when he hit Kuroko.
Not so long, Akashi knows his secret too.
The emperor keeps sending The-one-who-Nash-love's picture to him.
'Be careful red monkey! I will put a revenge on your Chihuahua'
He sent voice massage with feeling angry. And what he gets back is
'You scum! If you dare touch Kouki I'll ruin your life!!'
Nash laughed so hard that day. But not so long again, in that evening, Akashi sent one photo, which already told him everything, to him.
A photo of Kuroko with black hair man hugging and smiling to the camera.
He feels like his knees are weak.
He is a basketball lord and he feels he could fall down any time.
But maybe what falls down is not his knees, but his heart instead.
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If you feel, you have to tell.
That's one of Nash's rules until he met Kuroko
All of the rules disappear like a shadow in the night.
All he can do now is keep staring at the pictures with hope.
Hope that one day the phantom will feel the same way as his.
Or hope that one day he'll look at Kuroko's face and feel nothing.
Nothing at all
