BestFriends? (Immortalfox)

Chapter 18 ~ What have you done??

"I LOVE HIM" I screamed at the top of lungs 

"YOU HAD NO RIGHT TO MAKE THIS DECISION, THIS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU" I continued as the anger boiled inside of me.

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I decided it was time to leave my room, it was time to face the rest of the guys. 

I gently pushed my body up off of the bed. My body was weak from the lack of food and movement. I felt fragile. I sighed deeply as I slowly made my way to the door. 

I can't spend the rest of my life in the room grieving. Waiting for Eddie to walk through the room and hold me in his arms. I know what he did was wrong but he's still my Eddie. He's still my Slyfox.

I turned the handle slowly, opening the door with a slight creek. I began to walk down the hall, slowly and steadily. Sometimes I stumbled but I guess that's normal seen as I've only left my bed to use the bathroom. 

I made my way down the stairs carefully placing my feet on each step. I could hear the guys in the basement. They were laughing and shouting. The noise made me smile slightly. I haven't heard anyone's voice since Eddie left, since I shut everyone out.

The first few days everybody would try and talk to me. They would try and help me move on. But all I said is that Eddie wanted me to think, so that's what I'm doing. Soon after they would give up and leave. Now they don't even bother trying to communicate with me, thinking they'll get the same response. 

Well I'm done thinking. It's been a week and if Eddie wants to leave me then fine. That's his decision. All I want to know is why. What did I do to deserve this, all of this?

I made my way down to the basement. Nobody heard me walking down the stairs. I entered the room to see them all sat on the couch playing mario party. James was screaming at Seamus for getting another star. Dan was laughing at them while Jordan was just about to take his turn. 

I stood in the door way, trying not to disturb them. I smile crept along my face as I watched them start a new round. 

James noticed me out of the corner of his eye. He turned to face me, a frown clearly showing on his face. I smiled at him and nodded, telling him to continue playing. His eyes lite up as he saw the happiness on my face.

"What to join us?" He asked causing everyone to turn around and face me. Everyone stared at me with surprise and shock. 

"Nah dude, I'll wait till the next game" I said still smiling at them. 

"We've only just started, we don't mind restarting" James continued causing Seamus to quickly turn to face him.

"You're only saying that because you're losing" He said laughing.

"Come on, let's start a new game so Aleks can join" Jordan interrupted as he stood up and walked over to the TV to pick up another wii remote. 

"Come and sit down Aleks" Dan said, pointing to the seat next to him. I nodded and made my over to the guys. 

I sat down in a place next to Dan. Jordan passed me the other wii remote and sat at the other side of me. 

"Okay, it looks like we're starting a new game" Jordan said as he quit the current one.

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It was a few hours later when we decided to go and get lunch. I forgot how much fun it was to play games with the guys. How it felt not to be on your own all day and night.

"Okay, I think we should let Aleks choose where we eat" Jordan said as he stood up off of the couch, stretching his arms. 

"But we agreed to get subway this morning" James complained, turning off the wii console and TV.