I'm a Damsel in Distress

She Broke my Heart into Pieces :(( --(Sung)

SUNG'S POV

im staring at my monitor..

i dunno why this freak martian princess made me smile & laugh

she's Sabrina Devonne Austine

many students called her bitch

for being so damn selfish and brat

i never knew she could make me feel happy again

coz i thought i will never smile after she left me..

she, the one i loved..

she, Jia Li..

my only princess...

since pre school i stood to be her bodyguard

i've never let anyone hurt her

hanggang sa nag-elementary kami..

bigla ko na lang narealize na mahal ko na pala siya...

hinintay ko na umabot kami sa tamang edad

liligawan ko na sana siya..

kaso may nauna sa akin..

si Young-Bae...

mas una siyang nakilala ni Jia Li

matagal din namin siyang nakasama..

but in the middle of elementary nagmigrate sila ng pamilya niya sa Korea

hindi ko alam kung paano ko pasaayahin si Jia Li

kasi kung gaano ko siya kamahal ganun din niya kamahal si Young-Bae

for her i was just her bestfriend..

when he left..

my princess never smile or laugh again

i've never seen her that happy when she's with Young-Bae

what i always notice in her eyes are pain

lagi siyang na  lang siyang nalulungkot at nagtatanong kung bakit hanggang ngayon wala pa ding response ito sa mga email niya..

muling bumalik ang mga ngiti niya sa mukha nung nagka roon na sila ng communication

i admit..

since he left us..

i thought we'll be happier..

but no..its a big mistake..

naging sila...

parang wala na akong gustong gawin kundi ang umiyak

but what shall i do..

i just want her to be happy..

although it will hurts me a lot..

but when they broke up

i thought i can catch her..

but she become more miserable

but when the time came..

i asked her to be my girlfriend..

she says yes..

but i know she still loves him

i can see it in her eyes..

though it hurts..

but if its the only way na mabawasan ang pagiging malungkot niya okay lang..

years went by..

we became happy...

pero dumating ang araw na kinatatakutan ko

un ay ang iwan niya ako..

kung hindi ko pa siya kinausap hindi niya sasabihin ang totoong dahilan

ginamit niya ang pag-ooffer sa kanya ng scholaship sa ibang bansa para ituloy niya ang pangarap niya

she said that she will find herself first..

but i know the real reason..

she wanna go there bacause she knows that Young-Bae is there..

ouch! :<

thanks to her..

Sabrina..

for making me laugh after my miserable past..

pero kahit na ganon..

naiinis pa din ako..

dahil hanggang ngayon mahal ko pa din si Jia Li

lagi kong iniisip na babalikan niya ako

kahit malabong mangyari ang gusto ko...

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kahit maaga pa..eto ginawan ko na ng POV si Sung..

kasi mahal ko kayo =) sana may magvote or kahit comment man lang..

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