A Diary to My Love (Zane~Chan)

Chapter Nine

I got up out of my bed and ran out my room. No... Garroth... Please don't die yet. You need to grow old. Maybe even grow old with Lawence... He really cares about you. I change from my sleepwear.

I got in my car and drove to the Hospital to see my brother. I still don't know if our mom knows about what to Garroth. When I stopped in the parking lot. I looked in the sit where I put my phone. I saw I also brought Nana's Diary with me.

    I opened my car door and stood up. I thought if I should bring her diary with me or to leave it. I picked it up and ran to the hospital doors. I opened it and walks up to the lady at the front desk. "Yes Sir?" She asked me calmly. "I'm here for my brother Garroth Romeave." I said calmly but felt like I was going to explode.

   "Oh he's in room 513 on the third floor, but family members only" she reply. "I'm his brother" I reply back. "Ok go ahead" she said going back to doing something. I walked away looking for a elevator. As I walked or sped walk by I saw sick people and some looked bad.

   It's makes you sad. I didn't want to be here. But I need to be here for my brother. I found the elevator and got on with a Man and his little girl. I press 3 and the guy press four. I heard there conversation...

   "Daddy... Is mommy going to be ok? What's wrong with her?" She asked so sweetly. "She'll be ok sweetheart" he reply crying. "Why are you crying then?" "Because she might be leaving soon and I don't want her to leave'."

    "Why is she leaving?" She asked. The elevator stopped on my floor and the doors opened. "Bai Bai Mr." She said waving bye.  I waved back and I walked out and watch the doors close. I then look for the from.

    Right outside the room. I saw Lawence, "why are you out here?!?" I asked "One. They are looking at him right now and Family Members only" he replied back sadly. "Does our mom know about this?" I asked concerned.

   "Nope.." He replied back. "Shouldn't she know?" "Yea. You tell her... Please" Lawance said. Well it wasn't his mother and I can get why.  I took my phone out my pocket. I look for my mother contact. I'm not looking forward to this.

   I clicked on her contact and hit call and put my phone to my ear on the verge of tears. I heard it ringing and a voice come on the other end sounding tired. "ZuZu, why are you calling right now." She replied

   I really didn't want to break the news to her. She would be so heartbroken. "Mom, I'm at the hospital right now with Garroth and Lawence" I said trying to hold back tears. "Wait what?!? ZuZu what happen?" She said concerned and worried.

   "Garroth has kidney problems and can't get a transplant, something happen and they don't know if he'll die or not right now" I said while tears fall. I could hear her crying through the phone and my younger brother trying to comfort her.

    We lost our father and he agreed he would look after mom. Now she probably worst, Garroth, I need you to push through. For all of us. "Thank you ZuZu for telling us. Please update me tomorrow" you could still hear her cries. She hung up.

   I look to see Lawence crying some more. We saw the doctor come out. "He'll be fine, he can go home in a few days, but no doubt they he only has 5% chance of living through this sadly."

   All I know is Lawence didn't want to listen to the last part. He only listen to that he was still alive. He was so happy. I am too. We saw him and talked to him. I soon went home.

  I changed back into my sleepwear and look at Nana's Diary. I picked this up and turn to the page and smiled. I can't believe she put this.

Dear Zane,

             Zane If you ever read this for some reason. I'll never leave you or disappear,  I love too much...
Bye, Nana.... 

            If you were never going to leave... Why did you then 2 years ago...