When i was 14 years old I felt so alone and like i had no one to turn to. I had loads of friends that did really care about me and that i can talk to about anything but I don't know why but i just couldn't bring myself to tell them what i was feeling or thinking.
So I would always bottle my feelings up. As i have depression I would always cry myself to sleep. When I cried myself to sleep I would always think about when i was happy from 1 years old to when i was 7 I had my cousin who's name is Jesse to cheer me up when i was upset because he always knew when I feeling down. Life seemed so simple then I felt happy and like that I didn't have to worry about anything.
But now i get scared to become close to anyone because i feel like i will lose them like i lost my cousin and my ex best friend that was always there for me but not anymore. But now that I am 17 i have moved to Los Angeles with my best friend Alix Mitchell that i know that i will never lose because we r literally like each other
Hi guys this is the first chapter to my first ever story so I hope that you like I would love to here ur feed backs xxx
