A girl who doesn’t excel
Introduction
I am sick of hearing those words. Every time I asked them with the same question, I always got same replies “It’s okay”. I put lot of efforts in making those things, but it seems my works doesn’t satisfy their taste.
I am a type of girl who had lots of dreams. It’s free to dream. There is no limitation, so I stay on dreaming, to be famous and be known by people. It may sound arrogant, but I really want people know me in my own simple way. Unfortunately, I am a girl who doesn’t excel in any category. I’m just an average person, merely normal to the eye of everyone.
How could I excel if there are hindrances in achieving my dreams?
Too much pressure and disheartening I always receive from them. They call me day-dreamer, conceited person, a feeler and illusionistic.
How could I fight against the hindrances if the closest people around me are the one who build barriers towards my dreams?
I always end up crying, but never quitting. For me, quitting is not an option. Instead I keep on believing and always think positive. I will be valiant in every difficulty. No matter what happen, God is always there for me. He never fails to leave me. He is the one who give me strength. His support is beyond infinity. Nobody can equalize him. Even I, myself, can never reach his level. I am grateful that my faith in him is stronger than the diamond.
I want to chase my dreams, to be a band member, an artist, a singer, a painter and even a writer. I want these things to be attained gradually. I keep on singing, playing guitar, painting, drawing and writing.
I keep all my works, hoping one day; somebody would lend a hand me in achieving those dreams.
