Haley's Oasis [ADMIN BOOK]

Feelings

So lately I've been feeling down, psh what's new I'm always down

But, I can't believe back in middle school, I felt so pushed down by these people who made fun of me for the way I stutter when I'm nervous.. yeah, secret exposed, I do, but I speak actually NORMAL. I swear. I do, it's just, I can't find the words and I fiddle with my fingers a little and.. I just freeze, it's so hard sometimes to say something in front of my class. Because I know they're all against me..

There was this girl named Delaney, red head, she was a piece of crap, and I'm glad I got rid of her. Because now I'm in my freshman year, kinda, I have about a week until I'm official

She always made fun of me for who I was, what I said, thinking I lie all the time??

Like, what? I'm pretty honest, SHE'S the one who lies. She just wants to keep her status. She's annoying, I hate her, and I'm glad she's gone

I can't believe I was so sad, coming home without the smile my mom always wanted to see.. the one she says is her favorite part about me. Just because of her. Life is strange guys...

And I can't help thinking on what people think of me.
It's like I want to feel loved and accepted

Honestly I was so innocent when that was happening, yet it was only a few months ago.

:c jeez sorry for the sappy stuff