Unnoticed love

Did what needed to be done...

I get up and fast walk out of the room. He comes after me but I lock him out of my room....I start crying again. I don't know why. Why am I so stupid!? Why am I waisting my tears on this douche! He's not worth my tears. I walk over to my bed and lay down and start thinking. I grab my phone and put it on on top of my stomach.

A tear falls down my eye. I think that I've made up my mind. I'm tired! I don't want to keep living like this. I don't get treated right. I get beaten up by jack! He always hits me! He rapes me! Uses me like a fucking sex toy- what I mean by a sex toy is that when he does something wrong to some guy/girl(eg. steals things) he sends me to them so we could fuck and they could forgive him! I just hate it. I'm surprised I'm not pregnant yet!

I stare at the roof of my room and start thinking again, if I should do it or not.....I'm going to do it! I sit up angrily and serious. I'm going to move away from here! I know it's my home and all but I can't deal with his shit anymore. It's still going to be my home but I'm just not going to be living in it. AND I'm going to be taking my money... just in case he finds out where I hide all my shit.

I walk away from my bed and go into my big ass closet, ITS HUGE! I go to the bags section and grab three big suitcases and start packing. Okay, you should know that whenever I want to pack to go on a vacai or something, the first thing I pack IS and ALWAYS will BE my......stripping clothes and my lingerie. I can't leave my house without them. Then comes in my party or clubbing clothes, they are my world! And yeah then from that, the list never ends.

I hear something break, like glass, and I'm guessing jack threw whatever it was. But I don't give a shit, I don't care. Ever heard of the song 'issues'? Well let me tell ya that I'm  pretty sure, the song was specially made for jack and I coz every single word in it has something in common with our relationship, actually not 'something', EVEEEERYYYTHING. For example the part where it says "you get mad and you break things, feel bad try to fix things, but your perfect"......

.......THAT IS EVERYTHING. IF YOU EVER WANT TO TALK ABOUT JACK AND EXPLAIN HIS PERSONALITY JUST SAY THAT AND EVERYONE WOULD KNOW WHAT KIND OF GUY HE IS.

It's true, he gets mad and he breaks things just like he did right then and in the end he comes to me and says sorry or he even goes and buys another one of whatever the hell he broke and still comes and says sorry. And guess what, stupid me always falls for his "kindness" shit. Ugh! But not this time bish. And yeah, just like the sentence says it. HE IS PER-FECT. Except his personality--- well new personality.

I'm done packing. Finally! I'm going downstairs but I'm still not going to talk to him. I'm going to pretend I'm upset and shit and I swear to god if he raises his fucking hand on me I WILL kill him. Just as i was about to take the first step on the stairs, UNTIL.......I SALLLIPPED! I SLIPPED! I FUCKING SLIPPED!.......I- SAL-IPPED! SLIPPED! Oh of course, I know why, coz I still have my fucking lingerie on. And on the legs it's kind of like stockings at the bottom.

Next thing I know, I fall on my ass on the second stair and now I'm pretty much jumping up and down on my ass. And I'm making this noise like ah-ah-ah-ah. I try to stop but I fucking can't. " fu-fu-fu-fu-ck-ck-ck-ck". "SHIT! FUCKEN 'ELL!" I yell it, but now I regret it coz now he's gonna come up to me and say shit. But seriously, I think I broke my back. I'm just glad it's finished. It's about 70 stairs.

Fuck! I hear footsteps coming towards me. Ughhhhhh! I literally have no time for him right now. He's probably gonna ask me what happened are you okay and sits down and hugs me and kisses me, ew. But guys I feel like I hit my head because right now I'm really dizzy and I have a blurry vision.

" TINA! ARE YOU OKAY, BABE?!

What is going to happen to Tina?

To Be continued

UNNOTICED LOVE.....