today was okay i only cried once today because my grandmother was talking to me.i was trying to talk to her about my problems but she gave me the entirely wrong lecture/lesson.and i just felt disappointment take over me and my body.i hate disappointment she's a terrible thing.but before that my cousin left me for 9 hours and loneliness,suicidal thoughts and intrusive thoughts,and anxiety came.i just kept having that thought where i slit my wrist so deep that i could "feel" it in my thoughts.i got shivers.
excitement came over me when he came back but then soon left.then came back.so then we talked
expression of feelings came but my emotions were being ignored but it was okay.he only wanted me to listen to him,not vice versa.uncomfortablity came over me while the time we was talking about me.shyness and irritation is sitting on my shoulders right now because of him and his ex boyfriends relationship.i could feel that daydreams was on her way
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a mental note
Short Storyzoey is a 13 year old girl who writes mental notes in her "Notes" app.
