Logic(ShockwaveXAbused!Human!Reader)(CANCELED)

Pain

Pain

Pain was a reminder you were still alive. Still felt things,still...living. That's what you held onto every beating,every sleepless, painful night. Pain is a blessing in disguise in a way. We fear pain as it is the truth. We live. We feel. We die. You never understood the fear at first,but then again,fear is also a blessing in disguise. It reminds us all we are human,we are alive and we have out limits.

You thought this as you sat on the throne arm with the Decepticon lord. You knew he was hurt too,that's why you didn't fear him as much.

But you still shake as you get yelled at,yes,fear and pain are a blessing,but they are a curse. The truth hurts, and the hurt is truth. But you'd rather feel pain than nothing at all.

You looked back up to Megatron as he was deep in thought,looking off into the night sky,the moon shining bright and full on his armor.

His red optics start to dim and you smiled,he looked so sleepy.

It was short lived,as a loud,obnoxious voiced boomed through the bridge."Lord Megatron,I have returned from the mines."you poke your head from behind the lord's servo to see a slim,high heeled,silver bot. It was male,from the features on his face and his voice.

The slim male gasped,pointing an arm with a missile on it,you squeak and whimper,pushing yourself against Megaton. The Decepticon leader stood,glaring at the large slim bot. You hide behind the bot,trembling slightly."Megatron, there is a human on your throne! Shall I kill it,take it to a cell?"

"Starscream, how nice of you to join us. No,there is no need for the human to be killed." Megatron states,the bot eases slightly, "What is it doing here?" Starscream, as Megatron called him,asked."I found her when I was fighting the Autobots. "Megatron picked you up with care,Starscream's red optics narrowed as they follow you.

You waved to Starscream, who glared at you. You squeak,hiding behind Megatron's clawed finger. "Are we...keeping it?" Starscream asked."I find the human...amusing. Look."Megatron poked your side gently and you squeak. He did it again and you huffed,turning your back on him.

"It's entertaining." Megatron chuckles darkly. Starscream held back a snarl,"Yes,it certainly is."

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"They have her,there is no telling what they could do!" Jack yelled,"Do you know this girl?"Arcee asked.

"I... She's just...I knew her when she was about my age,and...she always came to school with a bunch of different scabs and bruises. She always got in fights from what I heard." Jack said,rubbing the back of his neck.

"Do not worry,Jack. We will find her and she will be alive." Optimus said,he was a little shaken,remembering the poor femme human being lifted up to revel several different scars,fresh lashes,and bruises. And the flash of shock in the gladiator's red optics

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The rest of the day, Megatron had you stay in the med bay for treatment after you hissed with pain at every movement.

He'd check in on you,not directly himself,but the thought counts.

You were talking with the medic,Knockout.

"-then,Bumblebee just flies off!"he just finished telling a story of one of his many battles whilst he changed your bandages. You giggle softly, but wince at the movement." You okay there,fleshy?"The battle loving doctor asked. You nod with a soft smile on your face.

The subject changed many times,from battles,to science, then to his late partner,Breakdown.

"He always helped me when I needed it...no matter how little the scratch." He chuckled sadly as he was seated in a chair near the berth you sat on. You pat his helm as he looked down at the ground. He froze up,then looked to you. "Did you just...?"

You pull away,"I-I'm sorry! I-I d-didn't mean to u-upset you!"you said,frightened, his booming laughter filled the med bay. You froze,looking at him as he stood."You know,I've never had someone apologize over something so small,or a gesture of affection. "Knockout smiled," Its adorable. "He chuckles,patting your head with a claw before turning to clean his tools once more.

Knockout warmed up to you quickly, after Megatron introduced you to the bot you complement his paint job,and it went on from there.

The medic was nicer than other Decepticons,he'd smile softly here and there,but he had quite the ego about his paint job. He told you a bit more of them,their anatomy is what interested you most.

Instead of eyes,Optics.

Heart. Spark.

Hands. Servos.

Feet. Pedes.

It was so strange to you, but you loved it. It was new and undiscovered territory. Exciting.

You learned Knockout was a bot that turned into a car,Austin Martin,you think. You never liked cars that much to pay attention to small things like the names,you cared more for the build of them.

" M-mr.Knockout?"you said,Knockout looked at you,humming.

"D-do you think...you can turn on some music?" You asked. You only ever heard it outside of your home on your field trips. Knockoff smiled softly before he played a song

"It kills my heart to see

That your eyes are no longer on me"

The song starts and you smile,singing along here and there.

"Cause I'm sleepless about you
Sleepless about you
Oh oh oh
Sleepless about you
Oh oh oh."

You dance to the song,signing still,your hips sway this way and that,pain shot through your body but you ignored it,until Knockout came back over to change your bandages. When the song was over he turned off the radio,"Feel better?"he asked,you nod,the fresh,clean wraps warm on your soft human skin.

"T-thank you,K-Knockout." You smiled softly. The door opened,and there stood Megatron."Is my human better?"he asked.

My human? Megatron...don't be a possessive dick.

You kept your thoughts to yourself,but damn did you want to chew him out. "Yes,lord Megatron." Knockoff smirked,bowing his upper half. Megatron looked at the medical berth and saw you sitting there with new bandages acting as a top."Where is her armor?"he asked,"It was filthy so I had some drones clean it. And uh..."Knockout trailed off

"I-it's okay! These a-are fine for n-now." You said,smiling. Megatron's crimson optics scan your form,landing on bruises that were open to the world. He picked you up quickly and left the med bay,you waving to Knockout,who had a confused expression.