26th day

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The four white walls of this room togther with my pillow, bed and blanket are all witnesses of all the pain I am enduring right now.

I want to die now because I can't take it anymore but at the same time I want to live for him.

"I want to live." I looked deeply in his eyes.

He sat at the edge of my bed.

"I want to live for you but." I paused for a little while because of the tears forming under my eyes. "But I know I can't." I finally burst all the tears I have been holding in for a long time.

You looked at me with a lonely face and then you gently hugged me while you brush my hair using your hand. "Please." You kissed the top of my head. "Don't say that. I know you can. Fight a little harder." He tried to encourage me but It wouldn't work.

"I can't fight anymore."

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