My Dream.

5#-the truth

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Knowing the truth is what I wanted for that time. I wished they could tell me all of it. But not about that. Not him with her. Who should I take side with him? Or her? I didn't know how to respond I tried to fake a smile of surprise but God knows what I felt in my heart. I was burning and the flames of fire would have seen with every supernatural around.
"You mean Mr Ric is the man?"

"Yeah. Am sorry I know what you guys have between but I really love him and I can't help it."
"Sweetheart its Ok anything for you"

"I love you Shaina"

"I love you too" she hugged me very tight I couldn't breath. "Hey!" I tapped her shoulder and let me go.

"I have a new dress for you! Wanna look at it?"

"Of coarse!" I kept on with my awkward smile. I felt very weak even to walk but I managed it. We reached her house after all stories about them the whole way. I didn't want to listen them I couldn't have tolerate it. The dress was beautiful I would have liked it if I wasn't feeling that way. I took it hostel. I didn't know what to do and I already promised Munis I will show up. I didn't want to ruin our friendship neither my feelings for Ric. I didn't know what to do I kept on thinking what to do when I heard a knock. I opened the door it was Ric. I was very surprised to see him there. Part of me wanted to confess and abandon Munis and part of me stopped me. He was smiling at me and the black side was winning. I matched forward to tell him. Then-

"SURPRISE.!" Munis was there. And it was a really surprise. I blamed my self why I wanted to act like that to a lovable friend like her. I hated myself for that."I knew you wouldn't come so I asked Mr Ric to come with me" She pushed me aside and pulled Mr Ric inside. The time he passed me my inner self told me to hug him tight but it was too fast I couldn't. His smell left with me by my shoulder I liked it. He entered and keep wondering the whole room like I did to their home. Thank God my room is always neat. He was still looking around when Munis pulled him on a couch.

"Feel like home!" We both said it at once. That made my heart lighten. He smiled and I loved him more. Munis laughed but I couldn't laugh I smiled too. I went to the bathroom and changed my clothes, have my light makeup to look better in front of him. After assuring I looked enough I went out. The way he looked at me made me proud and blush. Munis came running to me.

"Hey you look beautiful!" She screamed

"You look good" when he said it I felt a little shy.

"Thanks both of you"

"Shall we?" Munis took my hand and went to take Mr Ric's hand. We all smiled.

On our way everyone was looking at us. We met Dean on the way. He looked us for a while and when our eyes  met he gave me this look stay strong look. I want that look right now and it gave me strength but I didn't know how did he know what I wanted. I saved that for later. I came to know Dean knows much about everyone except me and I was going to make sure that night when I come back.

The date was painful to me. Very painful. I couldn't show it and that made it worse. I tried to be cool and occupied my mind with other things though it was hard sometimes. Especially every time when Mr Ric was near me or made physical contact. After the date we were tired then Ric took us home. I didn't want to sleep at Munis's house. I wanted to tell my diary what happened that day. I was frustrated and couldn't tell anyone except for my diary. We reached Munis's house when she asked me if I was sleeping there tonight I refused then she asked Mr Ric to take me hostel. That was the worse idea of hers. She always trust me with her boyfriends but this was a mistake. She is making a mistake of letting him with me alone. But didn't want to argue. Then she told him something that I put it in mind. 'That she was sorry for taking me back hostel though he was living near' I pretended like I didn't hear anything. He came back in the car after a goodbye that I didn't want to see. He wanted to open a door for me but I opened it first. I entered and we both closed the door. The few seconds he was passing in front of the car to the driver seat made my heart sound very loud that I feared he will hear. I put my hand on a chest to stop it. Then he started a car. My heart kept on thumping very loudly when I stole a look he was busy driving and hoped he didn't hear anything. And just then I was suffocating I couldn't even breath properly. I couldn't tell him either. My breath became heavy I have never experienced anything like this before. I got scared then he looked at me. I didn't want to tell him anything until he realised that I was in pain. He stopped the car and I told him to keep on driving that I was Ok. He kept drive to hostel. He got out of the car this time I didn't want to look at him. He opened the door and helped me untie the seatbelt. When he bend in front of me I couldn't breath and that's where I remembered....