Beg Daddy

Good Morning Er.

*Please listen to the music when you read, I like to think it adds a greater ambience when you read.*

'Another day, another crappy situation', I think as I roll out of my plush king sized bed. 

The covers accompany me to the floor and with a loud bang and stabbing pain in my chest, I know that I'm awake and have to go to prison for the next 7 hours. 

'So what will it be today Eren', I ask myself as I push myself up from the floor so I can walk over to my closet, 'skip school and parade around as a female, or actually go to school and be Eren.'

I pull out my black turtle neck sweater and a crisp pair of tan pants walking from the wardrobe and walk around to my full length mirror.  Around the mirror are pictures of myself with longer brown hair, frilly dress, loads of makeup, tiny skirts, and even some high quality official anime cosplay that I had been hired to do. 

I think I was about 8 when my father left my mother and I on a cold winter night.  My mother was distraught for months, I had to be handled by my older aunt Clarisse who had made a career in fashion designing. 

I remember she would put wigs on me, and dress me up in her outfits on days she had no other children to help model.  Of coarse I had thought it was ridiculous to dress as a girl at that age, but soon people all over were calling and offering my aunt big bucks for a chance to have me model.  I went with it because I liked helping her in some form, by age 10 I had become the most sought after young female model in the United Maria states. 

The only problem is that, I never really did like cross-dressing or even modeling, but it's what brings a steady income in my household, especially with my mother being to depressed to work. 

I sigh and slip into the pants fastening the waist and looping a belt on through.  I guess I could quit, or even shown myself as a boy to the world, it's not like I haven't been found as a boy, most of the photographers have looked around it though, so I look around it to.  I slip on the black turtle neck adjusting it to my neck.  It's not like I have never modeled as a male before, I have twice.  Once for a Levi's jeans commercial, and another time I cosplayed a male character for a popular anime, but both times my agent asked my name be kept confidential. 

I cuff my pants and slip on a fresh pair of black socks.  Being a girl isn't so bad , I enjoy acting like a total princess sometimes, and plus, the shoes are pretty cool. I slip on a pair of black dress shoes, I was always lucky to have smaller, more delicate feet, perfect for the heels people insist I wear. 

I walk over to the bathroom strolling past my mothers room where her loud snores are sounding and slip into the bathroom.  I first brush my teeth with a minty white toothpaste, then proceed to use my 'his smile' teeth whitener, companies are so strict about teeth colors.  Next I pull the top of my hair into very short middle pony tail, some pieces hang into my eyes, and at the back most of the hair is out.  'This is as good as it get's Eren.' I think as I back out of the bathroom.

"Mmm, good morning honey," Says my mother giving me a warm hug, "Do you want anything to eat before you head out?" She asks in a soft tone. 

I rub her head, "No thanks, I'm going to eat when I get there." I say. 

She sighs, "One of these mornings I'd like to share breakfast with you." She says pulling away to get a good look at my face.

"Soon mom," I say flashing her a giant smile, "I really have to go if I want time to eat and get to class though." I say hugging her one more time. 

She hugs me back tightly, "Please be carful." She says and let's me go.  "And don't forget to go right to your shoot today, your agent won't be able to pick you up." She reminds me. 

I let out an exaggerated sigh, "Oh nooo, walking, what will I ever do." I exclaim and bend back as if I'm dying. 

Mother laughs genuinely, something she doesn't do as much.  I give her a kiss on the check and start to walk to my room, "I'll see you later mother." I say she sighs and I hear her door close silently. 

I make work in pushing on my thin rimmed silver glasses and sliding a black bag on my back, no better time than now to get to school.  I slip on my watch and rush out of the house into the sunny morning light.  My school is about a 20 minute walk away so immediately start my walk.

The air feels nice as thoughts of today's shoot flood my thoughts.  Today, an hour after school ends, I have to be at a company called 'Rose Weddings'.  Normally I'd ride with my agent, but today they have some other silly things to do across town.  Taking a cab is an option, but a little walking never hurt anyone, I won't be to late if I leave from school and start of towards the business district. 

The shoot summary said it will be a three hour shoot of wedding dresses, accompanied by groom's, so fun right, how about no.  A bunch of grabby fools trying to fondle me when I least expect it, it's like a trap for my secret to be found.  I have no idea what could happen if it get's out, 'high schooler Eren Jeager has been parading around as popular model 'Erin Helona' I can see the headlines already. 

My thoughts are cancelled out by my walking into the school yard, a few people are here, and the places is quickly getting full as students drive and walk from all around. 

I grumble and walk into the building carefully swaying around the other students and re-adjusting my glasses.  I actually need them, I'm not horribly blind, but It is a bother to go to class without them. 

I stop at my locker 'E396' and spin in my code '02-40-01'.  It pops open easily displaying my pile of books and school supplies. 

"Good Morning Eren."

"I'm still half awake."

I turn my head, my friends Armin and Marco are before me with their books In their hands. 

"Hey guys, Marco it looks like you only brushed half your head." I say as I reach out to fix the other side to the best of my ability. 

"It's whatever," he says covering half his yawn, "Can you hurry up and get your books, I only ate half my breakfast today." He grumbles. 

Armin chuckles, "Yea Eren, you should get your stuff, I'm pretty hungry."

I roll my eyes and pull my Japanese book, as well as my math's book from my locker, then stuffing my backpack in and slamming in closed. 

"Finally!" Marco exclaims, before we can fully walk away I'm bumped in the shoulder so hard I fall onto my back loosing my breath and having my books sprawl out all over the floor. 

"My bad Jeager," A deep rough voice says above me, I can barely make it out from all the chuckling, "I didn't even see you there." It says before walking away.  From my spot on the floor I see Levi Ackerman walking away from me with a smug smirk on his face. 

Marco and Armin help me up, "Are you alright Eren?" Asks Armin quietly. I nod and take my books that a blonde girl hands over to me. "Thank you." I say to her before she walks away. 

"Let's just go eat guys." I say to Armin and Marco who starts to cheer leading us down to the café.