Biadore : Love is Love

-Chapter 1-

"Ya know, I don't think a lot of people realize that love is love, and I'm beyond grateful to have him in my life. Trust me, I was just as surprised as everyone else when I started having these feelings for him, but it's not something I could stop myself from feeling, nor would I want to. I'm a lot happier now having someone who supports me through everything." Bianca Del Rio

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*Adore's POV*

"Mom! Where is all my shit? I literally can't find anything!" I scrambled frantically through my closet and my room. I had just come back from my solo world tour and had a week to get ready for All Stars 2.

 "Mom! Mom! Do you even care?" I yelled again.

"Shut up, Danny! I'm busy!" I heard her respond.

I threw the dress I was holding onto the floor and flopped onto my bed. I knew I was stressed out, but I needed to keep my mind off of everything by staying busy. My dad had just passed away a week ago. We didn't have a strong relationship since he left my mom when I was young, and he didn't really understand me. But it was always comforting knowing that I had the opportunity to get to know him if I wanted to; now I could never do that. My brother was also in and out of rehab, so that sucked. Family is really important to me and everything was going to shit. I was also living on my own for a while before the tour, but I got really lonely so I decided to move back in with my mom until I felt better.

After lying there for what felt like hours, I heard a slight creak from the door.

"Danny...are you okay? I moved all of your stuff to the utility room downstairs. There was just too much junk in here....What's wrong?" my mom said gently.

I sighed, "Nothing. I'm just tired from the tour. I think after resting up this week I'll feel fine."

"Okay." She replied. "I love you so much. And I'm really proud of everything you're doing. Just take care of yourself." She smiled at me and closed the door. I love my mom. Coolest. Chola. Ever.

I turned over onto my side and grabbed my phone. I saw a text in my "Top 4 Gals" group chat with Courtney, Bianca, and Darienne. My whole face lit up and my heart felt so much lighter once I saw what Bianca sent. I don't know why, but every time I'm around Bianca I just feel so happy. I needed her right now. I missed her so much. We used to spend everyday together after the show. Last year we even vacationed together. We took the free trip to Hawaii that she won from the show. I couldn't help but smile at all the memories we had together. 

All of the sudden, I tapped on her picture and pressed "facetime". I just needed to see her. As my phone was ringing, I kind of regretted my decision. What if she was busy? I didn't want to bother her...but it was too late.

"Heyyyyyyy ma-ma." I heard him say followed by a terrible tongue pop. 

I laughed at his Laganja impression. "Yes gawd!"

Roy smiled at me with those perfect, porcelain teeth. He was lying on his stomach in what looked like a hotel room bed. His head was propped up by his hand under his chin. "What's up? How was the tour? Tell me everything."

"The tour was great!" I started. "I'm just really tired now. And I have All Stars filming next Monday."

"Ah yes, you're going back to that hell hole. Have fun! Do ya...need help packing?"

I laughed and rubbed my eyes. "Umm actually, ya I do! Maybe you could help me find shit to wear? I'm not really prepared, but what's new? Oh! But you're on tour? Aren't you? Then never mind."

"I'm actually in LA right now. We're almost done with the Not Today Satan tour. Are you home? Cuz I could totally help you out tomorrow. Plus, it will be great to see you again. I miss you."

"I miss you too. That'd be awesome."

"Meet you at our favorite shop at 1:00 tomorrow?"

"I'm down."

"Okay good. Listen, I really love talking to you but I have to get ready for my show."

"Okay ya, ya, that's fine."

"Hey are you alright?" He looked concerned

"Ya, I'm fine. Just tired." But I knew everything wasn't fine. 

"Alright. Bye Danny."

"Bye." I hung up, laid in bed, and cried. I just wanted tomorrow to come quickly.