It's been about a week since me and Daniel decided to take a break on our relationship. We were a little less childish about the way we acted towards each other this time. We were cordial and being just friends again. Sometimes our eyes met and stayed for a couple seconds too long but we never acted on those feelings we knew we still shared deep down. We carried on with performances, videos, and band posts just the same. As if nothing had ever happened.
Me and Chloe had "broke up" after a video of me spazzing on her at that party surfaced. It was an easy way to get rid of her, I just wished it had happened sooner. Maybe if it did me and Jack wouldn't have to take this break. I was thankful to still be in the band though. Joe let me off with a warning and left it at that. No more bratty Chloe and no more Jack for the moment. No drama. Maybe if we were more careful we wouldn't have even been where we are now. We could've been so happy. But we grew impatient and secret kisses behind closed doors wasn't enough to satisfy our appetite for the feeling of a real relationship. It just wouldn't suffice to have to hide him like that, when I wanted to show him off every opportunity I got. Now who knows what was to come after this.
Right now I was sitting at the dining room table checking on Jack's Instagram on my laptop. I was just curious as to what he's been up to. After all we did live under the same roof, and in the same group so I was apart of his life no matter what. Once the page loaded a certain picture caught my attention. There was a picture that he had posted yesterday of him holding someone's hand. I read the caption for it:
"Tonight was really fun"
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It was hard to distinguish the gender just by looking at the hand but I was almost certain the person was a boy. Then I thought back to yesterday. He had gone out somewhere alone, well at least that's what I thought. Maybe the person in the picture was who he could've been going out to see. Then under that was another picture.
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