You were sat on the sofa watching tv with Joe. You checked the time on your phone: 5:40pm. You glance at Joe and saw how concentrated he was on Tv. For the past couple of nights he's even been filming for himself or the boys or out. It was the sort of time when whenever you were free he wasn't and vice versa. After a long day in meetings you didn't feel tired but drained. You just wanted to step outside of the world just to pause and have a moment of relief. You sighed. Joe turned his head to look at you. "You okay baby?" He frowned lightly, lacing his fingers with yours. "Yes, I think the meetings today have drained me a little. Like the work and workload is fine, it's just the long hours and sometimes I just don't think I'm as good as the rest of your team." You sighed.
"YN I've never met a more hard working person in my life. I'm so proud of you YN. I don't think you understand how amazing you are and how grateful I am for what you've done for me and my team." His tone was serious and passionate and you could tell he meant every word.
"Your with me now, just relax." Joe wrapped his arms around you bringing you onto his lap. Your head fitted perfectly into his neck. You breathed the tension of today out. He lifted your chin and brought his lips to yours. His hands travelled down to your side and underneath your top. His fingers slowly moved up your back. His touch sending goosebumps up your arms. His teeth pulled at your bottom lip as a short breathless moan escaped your lips. You opened your eyes and met his. "Joe..." you said barely audible. "Yes baby" he replied softly cupping your cheek. "I need you..." you hummed closing your eyes. "I'm here YN" he replied, picking you up and taking you to the bedroom.
Joe laid you on the bed and he straddled your legs. You both took off your Sugg life hoodies. You noticed how Joe glanced at himself in the mirror to sort his hair out. You smiled "babe you look fine" He looked at you smirking, "just fine?"
You knelt on the bed wrapping arms around his neck. You ran your fingers through his soft hair, your nails gently tickling his head and down his neck. Joe shut his eyes. You planted kisses from his forehead down his face until you got to his ear. You gently nibbled it and continued to kiss down his neck. His hand on your waist tightened and a moan escaped his lips. "Joe you're more than just fine.... so hot" You smirked kissing him on the lips before laying back down. He opened his eyes, "I was enjoying that." He sighed and shook his head. He laughed and took off his jeans. You watched his every move. His hands slowly undid your jean button and he pulled them off, with your help. He broke off eye contact to look you up and down. You bit your lip in anticipation. You could never read what Joe was about to do- was he going to be gentle or play dirty.
His fingers traced lines up your legs and to your stomach. He planted kisses all the way up your body. He got to your face he lightly drew around your lips and cupped your cheek; his thumb drawing circles as his fingers tighten their hold of your face. His other hand stroked your hair, wrapping it behind your ear. His hand went beneath you to your neck and back, slightly lifting you. He held you as his lips left kisses on your jawline and down your neck. He licked, nibbled and kiss every inch. Your eyes were shut tight. The feeling of Joe loving you is indescribable. His hand left your cheek and travelled to your bra. He effortlessly unclipped it and put it on the floor all the while his lips never left your neck. A faint moan left your lips. You could feel Joe smile against your skin. His kisses moved from your neck to your collar bone and he planted kisses down the middle of your chest. He gently squeezed your boobs before touching himself. He shut his eyes. You brought your hands to his hardening bulge. He hung his head low at the pleasure your hands brought him. He groaned as if he couldn't get enough of your touch. His forehead rested on your shoulder as his hair fell over your shoulder grazing your back.
"YN?" he mumbled. "I love you.... I love you so fucking much" he took in a deep breath and released it as you slowly removed his underwear. He did the same with yours. His fingers rubbed your clit applying pressure. "I love you too" you moaned. "Joe..." you breathed arching your back slightly. Two of his fingers entered. He arched them which allowed him to hit all the right spots. You tried to hold back your moans. "Babe, Joe wants to here your moans, Joe wants to know who makes your feel like this" he whispered forcefully into your ear. A third finger entered. "Joe....fuck" You surprised yourself with how loud you were. Joe was too as he let out a chuckle. "That's my girl". His fingers quickened. Each time Joe would curl his fingers. Your nails dug into Joes shoulder earning a groan from him. Joe liked the pain but would never admit to that. With his eyes pressed shut he grabbed your hand. His other hand he brought to his mouth to taste you. He kissed your forehead getting ready to enter you. "Ready?" He asked. "Yes" you nodded. He slowly entered you- allowing you to adjust. "Faster babe!" You moaned. He picked up the pace and crashed his lips onto yours. "Joe your insane" you groaned into his lip. He smirked going harder and deeper.
Joe let out the loudest groan you've ever heard from him. "YN you're so tight.....so good" he moaned. You felt him twitch a little inside of you. Your forehead was pressed against his. Both of you were breathing heavy as you came. "Thank you for being here for me Joe" you both laughed.
You put your clothes back on and so did he. Whilst he was looking in the mirror you tiptoed behind him. Resting your chin on his shoulder he hugged him from behind. He smiled. "What do you wanna do for dinner?" He raised his eyebrows. You could tell he was going to reply with a witty remark. He pointed at you. "Very funny." You rolled your eyes and went downstairs. "We could go out? Takeaway? I could cook? What do you fancy" he said as he walked downstairs. "What meals did you order?" You asked. "I've got this Mexican bean thing?" He replied looking through the cardboard box to find it. You went over and read it. "Sure babe" you smiled. Joe started to get the ingredients out and cook. Whilst he cooked you sat outside since the weather was so nice. You pulled out your phone from your pocket and phoned Mikey.
"Hey YN you alright?" He answered. "Yeh I'm alright just wanted to say I saw your new video and I absolutely love it! It's so different and hilarious!" You smiled. "Aww (his nickname for you), I've been so worried about it. There was so much that nearly didn't come through and I didn't want to make a fool of myself you know. I'm not quite as good as the other boys but hearing you say that thanks" He replies stuttering his words like he does. "I'm so proud of you and we'll have to have a catch up soon?" You suggest. "Yeh definitely, I need to sort out a few dates but I'll text you. Have you thought about what I said to you earlier?"
"No I haven't, I just don't think youtubes for me. The hate and stuff I don't feel strong enough to cope with it all. And what with all you guys I just wouldn't feel good enough." You sighed. "What did Joe say?" Mikey asked. "Nothing.... I've not spoken to him about it because I know he wants me to try it out but I just can't" just before Mikey replied Joe shouted that dinner was ready. "Anyway I've gotta go. I'll speak to you later"
"Don't stress yourself out about it. And believe me YN you are good enough. I know how it feels and I'm here. I'll text you later when I'm free."
"Okay thanks Mikey, you're the best" you smile. You say bye and end the phone call walking back into the flat.
"Joe it smells incredible!" You kiss his cheek sitting at the bar bit. "Thanks, it was quite straight forward to be honest. I thought it was going to be more difficult...Who were you speaking to out there?" He asked, taking his first bite. "Oh just Mikey. I just told him how good his new video series is and how much we loved it..." you sighed. "And how he thinks I should have my own channel. I was talking to him the other day and he mentioned the response you all get when I'm in a video. But I don't know." Joe frowned slightly taking a sip from his drink. He was thinking about the idea. "I agree with Mikey. I think the response you'd get would be insane. But I also think it would terrify you. I'll help you if you want? Set up a new series on my channel/ more appearances in my vlogs and videos. Get you used to it a little. What you thinking?" You shrugged your shoulders so many things racing through your mind. "Leave for the time being and we'll talk about it later babe." He said squeezing your knee. You both ate your dinners. Joe went upstairs to get changed and you washed the plates and put everything away. Joe came back downstairs and you both sat on the sofa. Joe laid back and you cuddle up to him. "YN you're good at singing. Why not put up a few covers? You don't have to make a decision now but think about it. I'd love watching them." He said kissing your head. You nodded and cuddled more into him. "Maybe"
