Theo's POV
Then it hits me. Hard. What if we can't have babies? How long has she been of the pill for? What if we loose it?
"Shai" I begin. She looks at me solemnly. "Please don't tell me you've changed your mind" she states starting to get teary eyed. Oh god no.
"No! No! Never Shai really I want a baby more than anything! It's just that.." I trail off afraid that if I say it- it will become real.
"Well?" She asks again. "What if we can't have babies? What if we fail? What if you have a miscarriage? What if you haven't been off the pill for-" but I am cut off by her lips. Her lips pressed hardly on mine- they taste of eggs. We break away when we need air. "We won't know until we've tried ey?" She simply says. She's too calm. Too simple. I love her.
Shai's POV
That night we decide to try. No condoms. No pills. No safety. Nothing. The only thing that mattered was him being mine- and I being his, trying to bear a child. If we are successful.. We'll praise The Lord because I want a baby more than anything.
We start off by kissing passionately. He bites and sucks on my bottom lip. It feels so good. Too good. I want him. I need him. Then he pushes me back down onto the bed without breaking the kiss. It feels so good. Then he breaks away and whispers breathlessly "I believe we must strip in order to have a child." Classy.
I begin to unbutton my shirt when he stops me. "Leave it to me" he says ever so seductively. Each time he does a button he kisses me.
First button- the lips.
Second button- the jaw.
Third button- my neck.
Fourth button- the collar bone.
Each kiss I feel electricity inside of me. Its amazing.
