A/N: wala po munang prologue hope you enjoy :)"Hmm.. autumn"
lumingon ako kay vienkiel napansin kong kanina pa siya pinag papawisan ehh gabi ngayon dagdag mopa ung di siya mapakali sa upuan
"Hmn.? Is there something wrong kanina kapa di mapakali"
I said nag aalala nako sakanya baka mqy kung anong masakit sakanya tapos nag aya pa akong lumabas tomorrow na kase yung flight ko sa states dun muna ako mag stay habang wala pang nahahanap na donor . I just want to be with him kahit ngayong gabi lng
"Nagugutom kna ba ?" He ask so i just nod
"Just wait here ill buy some food" dugtong nya at dali daling umalis bagO sya umalis i heard him saying
Sana magustuhan mo yung gagawin ko ..
Ano nman kaya yung gagawin nya
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Pero wala parin sya tatayo na sana ako para hanapin sya when i heard something i mean someone who plays piano yung intro i-its my favorate song . Lumingon lingon ako sa paligid to find where the music came from ng may mag spotlight sa stage
My eyes got widen when i see vien is on stage and he is the one who plays the piano. Ano bang ginagawa nya i thought ayaw nyang tumugtog sa harap ng maraming tao .
A/N: ps kung alam nio yung let me be the one or meron nito sa playlist nio paki play haha para feel nio while reading sabayan nio narin si vien sa pag kanta I know your good at this :D
"Somebody told me youll leaven I didnt know"
Ang ganda ng boses nya wait bakit parang sa unang lyrics my pinaparating sya. Tsk i know na every song sa bawat lyrics may mensahe tlga pero iba kase pag si vien na yung kumanta I really can feel it.
"Somebody told me that youre unhappy ..
Yes im not .. coz im leaving na di ko sasabihin sayo kung bakit alam kong one day youll hate me sa gagawin ko di mo kase maiintindhan vien :(
... but it doest show "
"Somebody told me that you dont want me no more"
Chorus ~~
"Let me be the one to break it up so you dont have to male excuses ..
We dont have to find a set up where someone win and someone loses ..
We just have to say our love was true .. "
Fastforward
Pagkatapos nyang kumanta nanatili syang naka upo at nag sigh d ko napansin na maraming tao na ang naka palibot sa stage maya maya nag palakpakan ang mga tao , may mga babaeng nag titilian lalo na nung tumayo si vien ang gwapo nya sa suot nyang polo na longsleeve and white pants
"The girl whom I love the most , the girl who change me she made my day complete , I cant live without her since we were in elementary level till now shes the one that i want to be forever "
W-what i-is h-he talking about ?
he took a deep sigh bago ulit nag salita sa microphone"The girl standinh near the bench .. "
I was stunned and froze for a minute a-ako ba yun ? Lahat tuloy ng tao tumingin sa kina roroonan ko i really hate attentions.
"Ohh my god girl sabi sayo vienkiel likes me kayaahhhh ako yung tinutukoy nya classmate kona sya nuon pa omy geee this is it !!! "
Tili ng babae sa right side ko andito rin pla si kyla sya yung cheerleader slash my gusto kay vien biglang napalingon silang apat sakin nginisian ako ni kyla at tiningnan ako ng i-told-you-his-mine-so-back-off !
Akmang tatalikod nako ng biglang nag salita ulit si vien
"Shes wearing a baby blue dress" napatigil ako bumilis bigla yung tibok ng puso ko
"The beautiful ms.autumn"
Lumingon ako sa kinaroroonan ni vien pero di ko namalayan na naka lapit na pala si vienkiel sakin
Dub -dub- dub
The next thing i knew nakaluhod na sya sa harap ko at may kinuha sa bulsa nya
"I love you autumn vanity season c-can I you be .. "
My girl
Basa ko sa fireworks display ngayon its beautiful it really is feeling ko mag kaka lagnat ako sa sobrang init ng mukha ko ngayon this the moment that i cant forget .. rinig ko ang hiyawan ng mga tao sa paligid namin including kyla na nag titili sya sa inis
"Autumn?" He said again waiting for me to say something
"I-im s-sorry" malungkot na sabi ko bigla namang nag iba yung mukha nya from happy to sad bigla rin nman natahimik yung paligid
"A-are you rejecting me?" Naka yuko nyang sabi feel ko any moment babagsak na yung luha ko i heard him sob.
"N-no its not what i me-"
Medyo napatigil ako sa pag sasalita my heart hurts i calm my self to control my emotions mahirap na baka mamaya mawalan nlng ako ng hininga i closed my eyes to relax a bit
'Then what is that goddamn reason !" Nabigla ako sa sinabi nya medyo may pag kakadiin kase galit ba sya ?
"Someday youll know i dont want to see you hurt because of my reasons you can live without me , marami pa dyan "
I said without looking at him tumalikod nako ayokong makita syang umiiyak dahil mas doble yung nararaman ko nakaka dalawang steps plng ako ng bigla nya kong yakapin sa likod
"Please *sob* dont leave me autumn I cant .. *sob* ill die"
He said between his sobs my tears starts to fall im sorry unti unti akong umalis sa pag kakayakap nya
Im sorry but i have to do this
"I-im s-sorry i-dont love you coz i love s-someone e-else"
I lied
Arghhh ! I can really feel the pain naninikip na yung dibdib ko agad kong kinuha yung phone ko sa bulsa ng dress ko at tinext si brix hes my childhood friend
Nag simula nakong mag lakad anytime pwede akong mawalan ng malay lumingon ulit ako sa kinaroroonan ni vienkiel i try to look direct into his eyes kinilabutan ako sa mga titig nya kahit na madilim ngayon those dark eyes ..
Its like it wanted
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To kill !Beep * beep
Tumakbo nako papunta sa kotse ni brix if you only can understand me hope someday youll forgive me :'(
A/N: sana nagustuhan nio T_T huhuhu . Every sunday po yung update :) have a bless sunday muah :*